i almost died again...i also dont understand...y the word "die" keep on revolving my world...it means tt recently i hav been hearing it more often & even "meeting" it...well abt the bus incident...tt jus passed not long ago & somemore it happened twice...well i really cnt believe it...& jus now while i was slping...i heard this very loud scream...& in the state of half awake & half slping...my heart stopped for tt few secs...which made me very uncomfortable...i thought i almost stopped breathing & my heart it feels lyk it is being frozen or harden...well i quickly rushed out of bed to the toilet...& dont noe y...my tears jus dropped down...i really feels the pain...well still recovering fr it now...but my heart...still feels lyk it is being frozen & harden...i hope tt word will be disappearing soon... ... ... ... ... ... ...