Thursday, August 21, 2008
9:18:00 PM
Wow...!!!...today is quite a fun day for me lar...as some guests is visiting our sch fr ytd to the next few days...so as to keep the volume down...all the homerooms r being freeze...as in we dont hav to move fr class to class...thus this make us able to enjoyed the air-con for the whole day...we r quite lucky to get a classroom located at lvl 3...well in fact it is realli freezing inside...as it is being frozen...haha...(*cold)
Today more of the teachers r not free as there is EV...therefore many relief teachers covered the lessons...well hav lots of fun when the homerooms is frozen...haizzz...but im also very worry tt next week is 'O' lvl maths paper le...& i dont even noe whether i hav confident enough to take the paper...i jus hope tt i will put in my best & everything i got into the upcoming exams...basically 'N' lvl prelims is over le...then next come 'O' lvl maths & up next is actual 'N' lvl & 'O' lvl maths paper...chiong everybody...!!!...mus achieve towards the best of the very best...basically the targeted marks u set for urself...haizzz...feel so up sad abt the results tt im getting now...i think i mus realli spend my time more wisely & study even hard...
haizzz...(*sad)
i dont wan to let anyone look down on me & neither would i wish to look down on others...well everybody hav their strong pts & weaknesses...try to look at others strong pts & reflect on ur own weaknesses...make others ur role model & always remind urself tt a mirror is always in front of u always reflecting on ur action...(*reflecting)
well today i also receive 2 gd news...1st is fr Jeremy de...he hav entered into NUS choir...congrats to Jeremy...wohoo...knew he could do it de...& up next is tt both grps tt my cca hav send in for the chorale assessment hav achieve distinction...congrats again...pls work harder for the upcoming events...basically it is a double blessing...blessing fr both a fren & choir members...well when r ur gonna celebrate then...???...mus rmb to invite me...记得邀请我。。。(*congrats)
2+2+2+2+1 days hav swim with the waves le & where r u...???...jus thinking of it makes me sad & hurt... ... ...九天以飘过了，你在哪里，好想回到从前。。。(*...???...)
well tonight has not been a pleasant night for me...haizzz...it is the 1st time i hav been scolded through a phone...& some more so loudly...i noe this is also her 1st time scolding someone over the phone...fine i admit it is totally my fault or the timing i called in was wrong...well for tt i totally regret making the call...i dont even noe wat she is going to do next & i also dont noe wat to say or do either...haizzz...alreadi use to it le lar...as i quickly adapt to some thing new...haizzz...im so sorri tt i caused so much commotions...tt caused everyone to flare up...& thus it makes everyone angry, irritated & fed up...well realli hope tt i will not commit this mistakes again & i wont called in unless the situation permits me...which will be in once in a blue moon...(well if only i could paint the moon with blue)...(*regrets)
well life is full of up & down & we mus be able to accept the down & not be too proud of the up in life...haizzz but ppls always cnt accept this down at the very beginning & will promote to others all their up...well basically tt wat im experiencing now...i jus cnt accept or dislike anything now...i jus feel very tired now & i realli nid a gd rest...haizzz...
内疚。。。
失望。。。
难过。。。
伤心。。。
(*HAIZZZ)...
