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2010 lasted for 1 year which is equal to 12 months adding up to a 52 weeks converting into 365 days multiplied into 8760 hours changing into 525600 minutes and finally into 31536000 seconds…
It isn’t 2011 until the very last ten seconds, so don’t start counting down until then…
Because I wished to capture the very last moment of 2010 in my precious memory…
2010 marks the perfect 10 of this year and the next whole will be year 2100 or year 2110…
However, when 2011 come it will shows that the perfect 10 have already added a 1 to it adding up to an 11…
And this means that I have will have to add another task up my list and that is to be a better me…
In 2010, many things have happened…
Some was good and definitely there is the bad one too…
I have to thanks a lot of peoples that have induce me the knowledge they have learned…
Be it good or bad, you have my thanks…

To:My Parents,
I have to be very thankful to my parents…
As a pre-matured baby, it wasn’t even easy to bring compare to normal baby…
Born with a not so completed body but with a complete family is what I’m thankful for…
The time, money, effort, cares and concern wasn’t what I could feel when I was that little…
I have to be in and out of the hospital for a long period of time…
And have any one of your been in an incubator before.?.
Well, I have and I even need to be fed with special milk powder which is very costly…
The thing is that I have to gain back the hope my parents have in me…
As I have shattered their hope on twice occasion…
One was the 2004 PSLE (Primary Six Leaving Examination), which I didn’t manage to be in the express stream…
The other was in January 2010 which was “O” level, which I did badly for it…
I shouldn’t have say that I have let them down cause that means that I have fail in bring myself back up…
I will prove myself in the upcoming 2011, cause which parents don’t wished for the best for their children.?.
Thanks to them that I have a blissful life through this 18 years of life and I can only be very thankful…

To:My Brothers (Clive & Desmond),
Thanks to them for tolerating my anger, ignorance and my selfishness…
Although we bicker a lot and quarrel a lot but we still manage to revert back to our normal self…
Thanks to them for always been close after the quarrel…

To:My Nu er/Daughter (Lan xin),
In the year 2010, I’m very blessed to have a daughter…
Hahas, although at first it was a mistake but now we seem close…
Sometimes, I just have the feeling that I’m irritating you…
It just seems that you have a lot of things to do and I just come in at the wrong time…
And you just need to let go of yourself and let the inner you shine, it doesn’t matter if it is something good or bad…
You don’t have to always put up that lovely smile of yours to please others…
Just be yourself…
If you need a listening ear to hear you rant or to vent your anger, I will always be there…
Don’t worry about me spending the money, its okays de...
Thanks to you that this year was as colourful and bright as the rainbow or not even more…

To:Sandra,
Hey, don’t keep saying that when I was young I was always hiding behind your back okays.?.
Because now I’m able to loudly say that I will not be following behind your back already…
It doesn’t matter that how long we have been friend…
I would like to say that you are the one whom will always be my friend forever…

To:Jeslyn,
Actually we have known each other for some time already…
But this year is really the year that I really know you…
At first, your impression to me was the girls that always follow lan xin…
It doesn’t matter where she is, cause you will also be there too…
But now, you are a kind and cheerful niece to me…
One that no matter how many times we tease you, you will still be smiling happily…
Hahas…
Hope you will always smile like that…

To:Eden,
Yo, yo, yo…
You to me are like a little brother to me…
You have been with me for quite a long amount of years piled up already…
And I seriously don’t want you to walk the wrong path…
Cause the path you are walking now is neither good nor bad…
Also I hope you could really consider which path to take then…
Stay healthy always and choose correctly…

To:Yin long & Melissa,
Finally, it’s the both of you…
Your must be wondering why I pair your up and not type as an individual…
Because I must remind myself that your mei ren is me…
Hahas…
To me, your are the real friends that I could really rely on…
The first time I let go of myself was when I met your…
Your could really keep my secrets for me…
And meeting your was like lighting up my life…
Basically, I hope that our friendship lasts and the both of you to be cheesy forever…

To:Kelly,
Gan mei arhz, although we didn’t talk a lot…
But I just have to say I know what you are going through…
Hope you attain the score you want for your O level…
And don’t be like me, continue to work hard then…
Strive hard to earn what you really want…

To:Gwyneth,
Xin hui arhz, although sometime I keep teasing you but all I hope is to know you more…
So hope that I can know you more and speak up to me okays.?.

To:CDBXB (Religious Tuition Class),
Being a tutor for about 8 months or so, I have learned a lot of things…
Thanks to those who give me a chance to experience something new…
I’m thankful for my co-jdys and my bys too…
And special thanks to zz, xtys and jqs…
They are the one who keep pushing me to hold on…
If not, I wouldn’t be even who I’m…

To:Zero + A2 (Yin long, Melissa, Derek, Ivy Koh) + (Li ling, Qing mu),
Well, what should I say about this group then.?.
Your are really a true cliques of mine…
One that I could loudly say that…
Your are the best out of the best…
Knowing your is something very precious to me…
It really seems like a miracle to me…
Thanks to your for creating a year of fun…
Cause I’m not alone anymore…

To:PB1004J (ITE College East [Simei])
PB1004J holds a lot of meaning to me…
Although it wasn’t a choice in my mind to be in…
But somehow or another I have landed and fit in…
It no longer was the path I pave but a path pave for me…
Thanks to your that school life was great full of joy and happiness…

To:Tiggatiggers (Jeremy, Daren, Matthew, Eugene, Anthony),
Musical peoples, we haven’t been meeting for a very very very long time already…
I hope that your are doing great and hope to meet up soon…
Thanks to your that my life was filled with music…

To:5A1’09 (Montfort Secondary School),
Class of titans, hope to gather everyone soon…

Thanks to those mention above, if I miss out you then my bad then…
Sorry…
Year 2010 definitely is something to look back on when years have passed…
As I will remember those that I have to give my thanks to…
Everyone, remember to enjoy the precious memories in 2010 and be ready to welcome 2011…
Have a HAPPY NEW YEAR up ahead…

SARANGHAEYO...

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12:09:00 PM

SPEECHLESS...
HMPH FRIENDS=.?.
Will You Be There For Me.?.



NOTE:PLEASE STOP MY OTHER PLAYER & LISTEN TO THIS...

Could your don't ever treat me as a fool...
cause your will never understand how i feel...
to live with only myself,its really painful...
i don't know how should i express myself but seriously i do take alots of things very seriously...
it's not i'm very sensitive but however i also do note of others too...
i'm not asking much but just at least let me know if i have been bothering your...
don't just keep everything inside...
if i'm a hindrance then i can excuse myself...
it isn't like i can definitely guess what are your thinking...
i know that sometimes i'm kind of rude,childish or even irritating...
but don't just keep it in...
since your said that we are friends,then open up more...
tell me if your have too...
cause...
GOOD FRIENDS DON'T TOLERATE EACH OTHER WHEN EVERYTHING DON'T SEEMS WELL...
if i'm in the wrong,just point out my mistakes...
if there is something i shouldn't have done,stop me...
if i have hurt your through my words or actions,then retaliate...
all in all,just say it out...
hopefully your will understand even just abit,i will be grateful...
even though,i can't express myself but i wish that your could...



NOTE:PLEASE STOP MY OTHER PLAYER & LISTEN TO THIS...

Will you only look at the one that waited for so long...
he have waited so long that the clock seems to stop...
it doesn't matter who are you with or what problems you are facing...
he have been standing in the shadow helping and quietly protecting you...
like a star in the darkness,it grows bright...
even it is a star,it is also afraid of the darkness...
so don't keep it in suspend,at least don't just used him for his light...
in this case,the light refer to his attention,care and concern...
even though he might be the perfect substitute but have you every consider what is he thinking or feeling...
it doesn't means that if he is alright and look okays,you should continue with it...
the star that lost it's brightness is ME...



NOTE:PLEASE STOP MY OTHER PLAYER & LISTEN TO THIS...

Goodbye...
it is used as word of parting and an initiate of a new beginning...
however how this word is used,depend on each situation...
it doesn't matter if i have to let you go because you have found someone better...
but i guess that i'm not that good for you...
maybe,it isn't me who is the one that says goodbye...
but it's YOU...
shouldn't let you go on the day we meet...
i should have just tell you how i feel...
you ask me how i feel about you.?.
but i didn't answer...
it felt regretful...
at the time,i should have just hold your hand tight and not let you go...
i miss another chance again...
blame it on the prideful self...
i just don't want you to go back...
i have told you once that...
even though you have no one,but there will always be me standing in front of you...
blocking away the pain and making you smiles...
hope you could not say goodbye to me...



NOTE:PLEASE STOP MY OTHER PLAYER & LISTEN TO THIS...

GIRL : Hey BOY,how are you recently.?.
BOY : Ohhh,i'm doing perfectly fine GIRL...
GIRL : That great to hear,cause recently i got attached...
BOY : *Sigh*
BOY : Really.?.thats good...
GIRL : So how about you.?.
BOY : I'm have been interested in a certain GIRL...
GIRL : Who,can tell me.?.
BOY : Erm,her name is Jojo...
GIRL : That quite an interesting name...
BOY : *Walks behind the GIRL*
GIRL : What are you doing.?.
BOY : Nothing...
GIRL : Okoks...
GIRL : *Smile sweetly*...
BOY : "But do you know that you are that GIRL.?."
GIRL : Did you just say something.?.
BOY : Nope,nothing at all...
GIRL : Then shall we go get some ice-cream.?.
BOY : Sure...
GIRL : Yeah...
BOY : "You will never know that Jojo was the GIRL i loved as i will only be looking at your shadow and you will never notice me..."

Jojo love ICE-CREAM...
and i love JOJO...
but who will love ME.?.

Only a FOOL will
LOOK and say
GOODBYE to
JOJO and quietly walk away...

Would i get a FRIEND.?.
or something better like a LISTENING EAR or even a SOULMATE.?.
Maybe even a GIRL.?.

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2nd - Youtube...
3rd - Uploaders...

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4:30:00 PM

29th November - 30th November…

Today is not a good day for me…As there will be a concert today & all my juniors & my best friends will be attending…except me…I can’t believe it…why? Can anyone tell me…?

As I will be flying off tonight…Why? Such thing always crashed on the same day…and both are so difficult for me to choose from…on one end is a trip to overseas…and another is a chance and maybe the only one that is hard to come by to view a concert with this bunch of peoples (teacher, best friends & juniors)…what am I suppose to do…I can’t choose any…I want both…and now it is the time to be greedy…in what ways could I use to attend the concert peacefully & convince my dad that I will be able to reach in time for the flight…

I know your might be thinking that how such situation can stop me…but I really wished to think faster and act fast…or your might be laughing at me now…thinking that why I’m so stupid...Anyway I have to think fast and act immediately or else I might not be able to even attend the concert or board the flight...

Time passes as I’m thinking of a perfect solution to solve everything...tick tock, tick tock, tick tock as time flies by...many solutions are crashing down on my head...should I just go without telling my family about it...? Or should I call my dad and maybe try again...? And many others ... ... ...

In the end, I decided to call and maybe I will be able to persuade him to let me go...after a long session of talking, my dad finally agree to let me go...well at first I asked my brother to help...saying there will be having a party for both of us...but it doesn’t worked that well...anyway I sincerely thank my brother for helping...

After hanging up, I was over the moon...I was dancing & singing at my house...thus I forgot something very important...I haven’t pack my luggage and I still must buy hand phone battery for my dad’s hand phone and I must meet Anthony at 3pm...After packing I quickly dashed into the toilet to take a quick shower...but I still took quite long...haha...I spend like 45 minutes & I’m totally late...I run downstairs and saw 325 leaving, I quickly dash towards the door and board the bus...phew luckily I managed to board it or else I will have to wait for some time for another 325 to arrive...

Upon reaching my destination, I called Anthony and asked him to meet me at Harvey Norman as I will be purchasing some electronic devices...soon we met and we found out that Harvey Norman doesn’t have the items that I wished to purchase...therefore we went out of Hougang mall and went to look around for those items...after asking countless shops, we found the item...Yeah !!! finally, after purchasing it...we head back to my home...as we are heading to the bus-stop, we saw 325 approaching and we won’t make it in time...thus we decide to head towards the next bus-stop...we run and run and we managed to reach the bus-stop before 325...but later I found out that we dashed towards the wrong bus-stop an 325 will be on the second cross section and not the first...then we run again to the next bus-stop...finally we board the bus and heads toward my home...I quickly went up to pack my stuffs as Anthony wait at the void deck...after some time, I came down and we went to board 161...anyway it is a long trip but I’m used to it already...

Bus-stop after bus-stops...at last we reached Causeway point...we decided to try our luck one more time as I haven’t managed to buy the other item...we walked the whole shopping mall and we haven’t even find the item I wanted...then we went to the food court and I ordered a mango smoothies as I’m kind of thirsty...after that we walk to the assigned place to meet and soon we saw Xian da & Han inn...we chatted for a while and we decide to separate as Anthony & me continue to wait for the group to come...and as for Xian da & Han inn, they want to walked around and we decide that when the group have arrived, we will called them...

After much waiting, we went to take a sit outside of the MRT station...we also decided that at 6.10pm (according to my time) if they haven’t reached yet...we will went ahead first...then before 6.10pm strike and when we decide to walk away,anthony's phone rang and it was Ying wei...finally they have arrived...thus we went towards the meeting point and we saw miss mo,yun hong,ying wei,chong en and kang jie...after a few conversation,we went for dinner...upon reaching the food court,it was packed with peoples...lots of peoples...as we have no choice,we decided to split ourselves into 2 groups...Miss mo,xian da,anthony,han inn and me as 1 group...Yun hong,ying wei,chong en and kang jie as another...so all of us had our dinner and we are also expecting jia jun as he also will be joining us...soon he arrived and he went towards the another group...haha...so funny,beside me there is an empty sit but jia jun decide to go squeeze with them in a small table...

After dinner,when we are ready to head to republic polytechnic...we went to the arcade first...when i walked in,i saw chong en versus yun hong on a game (don't know the exact name) ...both of them are quite good...well in the end,i think is yun hong win...then we took the escalator down...then ying wei told us that he told all the rest of the members to gather at Bread talk...7pm is coming and we are still waiting for chuan thom (luckily gabriel is early)...
after spending some time waiting and looking,we finally found chuan thom...

Finally,after gather the whole group and we walked down to Republic polytechnic...it was a long walk of crossing and cutting...at last we reached the culture center...then my eyes caught my friend (Jade),then i told miss mo to go and collect money from her...well as i always said to visit the toilet first wherever you go...we took out our tickets and walked into the hall,it was like so huge and not much peoples have just entered (so we were quite early in a sense)...i walked towards the 3rd row and walked all the way in and took a sit...my view of the stage was quite good...my whole group sit together with me on the same row including miss mo...but jade together with her families and gabriel took the 2nd row...as i walked into the 3rd row,i saw jamey and she shouted and asked me "whats with my hair style"...i was like laughing...

Soon the concert begin and all the audience applause...there are 3 schools participating in this concert...they are from CHIJ St. Joseph's Convent ,CHIJ Our Lady of the Nativity & CHIJ Our Lady of Good Counsel ,and representing this 3 schools there are St. Joseph's Convent Choir,CHIJ Our Lady of the Nativity Choir and Cantilena Girls' Chior of CHIJ Our Lady of Good Counsel...

At the opening song,it was a comined of all 3 chorale...they sang Haida,it is a traditional piece and it totally bring me into the music...next it was a segment on SJC...they performed 8 songs...firstly, it was O Salutaris,Domine Fili Unigenite,Lift Thine Eyes and Psallite...secondly,it was 大海啊，故乡 and 扑蝶...lastly it was Suri Ram and Hela Rotan...

Next up,it is the CHIJ OLN...they sang What Colour is the Music,Ge Xiao Mai,Get on Board and You Raised Me Up...this 4 songs totally calm the whole environment and it brings me to a whole new level as i saw this primary school kids singing so lively and happily...then it is a interval of 20 mins...

After the interval,CHIJ OLGC came on stage and performed 5 songs...this songs are A Dinosaur's Tale,Cantate Domino,Castles,Christmas on a Beach in Malibu and Born to Sing...this few songs really showed me what primary school choir can do...it is amazing...

After CHIJ OLGC exit from the stage,SJC was once again called to the stage and they sang 4 songs from Super Hits 2001...they are Survivor,Never Had A Dream Come True,I'm Real & Java Jive...wow...i was totally stunned at their performance,dance steps and this drama...haha...i always expect such drama...and i totally enjoyed it...

Finally,all 3 schools end the whole concert with the closing theme...If We Hold On Together...i heard from miss mo saying that all CHIJ students confirm will sing this song...in school,camp or any other activities...

Later,i exit from the concert hall and took photos for the whole group...as im not in the pictures,i will not upload it...then later i spend some time with my friends and then took a cab down to Changi Airport at around 10pm plus...i had a good time chatting with the taxi driver...

I reached the Airport at around 10.30pm plus and i called my families to check where are they...luckily i reached there before them...soon after my families arrived and we spend many hours waiting to check in...

Suddenly i received a call and i took out my phone and i saw my phone showing Ying wei's number...then i picked up and the background was rather noisy but i heard Jade's voice...then she wished me Bon Voyage together with Anthony,Ying wei,Chong en,Kang Jie & Gabriel (hope that i don't forget anyone,sorry if i do)...thanks all of your...

Hours passed and i checked in at around 12.30am,as my flight is 2am (i think so)...but after i checked in,they told us that the flight delayed again...it was delayed to 3am and later to 3.30am and to 4am...soon we board the plane and soon after i fall asleep and without knowing it we reached taiwan...

The rest of it,i will blog on another post...so if you want to know what happened next...please stay tuned...bye bye...

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Sunday, December 7, 2008

4:22:00 PM

Hello people im back le...
i will be blogging as of now...
anyway held a camp from 20th - 22nd November 2008...
this is the 2nd Choir Camp im participating in the planning...
almost everything is the same...
except this year,there is my friends joining me (as in my year alumni)...
haha...
had so much fun and took lots of photos...
but i will be updating abt the camp later...
cos i also dont know where to start...
so ciao...
cya ltr...

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Friday, November 28, 2008

3:46:00 PM

Sorry Everyone...
i know i have not been blogging for 1 month & 13 days...
in fact my blog is not dead...
actually it is the heart...
but i have decided to be back on track & start blogging...
I'm leaving soon...
i hope that i will forget those unwanted memories...
as i will be flying away...
just let me take a break on everything...
x days have pass me...
i just want to forget the many many things that happened to me...
be it on this or that...
forgive me...
i sincerely plead for forgiven...
SORRY !!!

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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

10:58:00 PM

I'm so tired...
finally the proposal have been submitted...
the heavy burden can then be put down...
luckily everything is being carried out smoothly...
there wasn't much errors to correct...

was kind of angry with the Ex-cos...
thus upon seeing chong en...
we head for lunch...
and thus i walked away from the meeting...
then i sat at the usual table i usually sit (if i got go there)...
memories flooded my whole brain...
how i hope to return to those times...
but time continue to pass...
it won't slow down for you...
i don't know why...
but in the end...
i still helped...
LOLs...
i have no idea...
why have i done this for...

planning stuffs is definitely fun...
but it is also very stressful...
as you have to take into consideration on all aspects of the matters...

and to all who have gotten your results...
please calm down...
relax if you didn't hit the expected marks...
although it is ok to feel sad...
but you just have to move on...
thus you will be able to gain great results...

and to those who will be having their "O" levels...
i wish your the best...
focus on the paper...

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10:46:00 PM

14th October 2008...
Tuesday...

the 1st day after exams that we have to return to school...
had 3 lessons only...
well i shouldn't talk about it...
felt so tired after such a long break from school...
as exams are over...
I'm going to slack...
but i can't helped but feel stress...
because i still have 'O' levels Maths...
and whats worst is tomorrow is the deadline for the submission for camp proposal...

Argh...!
so less time and yet so many things undone...
well i shan't complain anymore...
time is still running...
thus i will carry on to complete this tasks...
i just hope that all will go well and it will be a total success...
all the best...

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