11:05:00 PM

Today is Saturday...
i spend most of the week doing camp stuffs...
camp...
camp...
camp...
I'm working very hard already, so what do you still wants...?

I'm sorry,but I'm not pissed off or angry...
i just don't seems to fulfill the target that i want to achieve...
i really want to know what is hindering me...
that it slowing me down...

Have i been to kind...?
that i listen to others easily...?
Have i been listening to my other self...?
he has been more active as the day goes by...
I'm so scare,that one day he will just appear again...
trying very hard to surpass it...

one misunderstanding after another...

i really am so scare about misunderstandings...

as I really hate it when peoples really misunderstand me for what i haven't done or what is not only my decisions...

I'm truly sorry for all this...

but if you want to blame me on something that i have done,then i have nothing to say...

but i really felt that if i don't clear it,it will turned out worst then ones can imagine...

thus i will take my stand and clear everything...

but is forgiveness really enough...

or is it just what i really need...

i don't wished to stay forever in this mist of misunderstandings...

as it will not be cleared...

but if there is one day...

i will tell you the full story...

sorry for only the half version...

and please let me explains myself...

S O R R Y
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i waited for yw for about 2 hours...

as he went to sign for something...

therefore after he complete his tasks...

we head to the food court to discuss about camp stuffs...

but the food court is flooded with peoples...

thus we went to the library...

some more the children's sections...

never mind about that...

we continue what we set out for...

after completing it...

he head home...

while i waited and went to my grandparents home...

then i spend the long night doing camp stuffs again...

Fly away