Wednesday, October 8, 2008
10:46:00 PM
(Including today) For the next 3 days,i had the whole 3 days off...
as 'N' lvls is over...
the examination period is over...
thus it time to take a break and smell the roses...
then i decided to take a walk...
ALONE...(wat a loner im)
becos everything changes as the clock tick away...
the distance seems further than wat it seems...
it is very long and time seems to slow down the motion...
it look lyk it will take a very long time to cover the distance...
the long hrs of time is killing me...
it looks lyk aft exams le,i still quite tense up...
dont noe wats the problems...
still trying to find the reason...
reason for my speech and action...
so afraid tt one day the reason will not appear...
and it will keep me hanging in the air...
then watever dreams and hopes will be put on hold...
i jus hope tt someone could lead me out of it...
dont even noe if this is even possible...
help,help,help...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+1 days have been covered...
五十七天已被掩盖着，它是否会在被盖住吗。。。？？？。。。
1st day of day off fr 'N' lvls...
6 weeks & 5 days...
in the mids of her recovering...
i still pray for her speedy recovery...
hope tt she isn't too stressed up...
rest well so tt the smile will reappear again...
then it will shine off the beauty in it...
thus brightening up everything...
so smile on...
haizzz...
cnt help but jus hold the tears...
cnt do anything either...
words & thoughts r being broken...
extra miles were also taken...
but it was to no avail...
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