Tuesday, October 7, 2008
5:45:00 PM
This picture truly shows and describe how i feel...
this heart is broken...
and it is unable to be fixed back anymore...
it isn't possible to be mend back...
even though it is able to be fixed...
it won't be the same as before...
the feeling just got cut off...
as she just turned her back and walked away...
just look at how i felt...
watching her walked away and I'm so useless...
i can't even say a single word or even try to stop her...
What is the point now...?
in whatever things i have done or wished to do are all smashed...
just what you want me to do...
was all the things that i have done are all mistakes...?
it is already to late to salvage the problems...
or is it even possible to salvage anyway...
things have change through every seconds...
time flies as they don't wait for anyone...
the wind keeps blowing at me...
did i even noticed that...?
emotions were changing...
can i even feel that it is breaking...?
The moment have gone...
but i just want to cling onto it...
do i even have the chance...?
the pain I'm feeling...
does anyone understand it...
I'm like being pushed away by an unknown force...
and this force just hold me tight...
every time i struggle...
it just get tighter...
and it don't seems to want me to move on...
it just pinned me down...
i really felt very tired of it...
I just can't find ways to let go...
words are stuck...
it just don't seems to come out...
even though i pretend to move on...
but i just can't forget the feeling...
it is rooted down...
i just can't seems to explain everything...
it is just like it want me to remember everything...
it just can't be express out...
it is so difficult to forget everything...
let alone to walk away...
The shadow just keeps hunting me down...
it keeps dragged me back in the past...
the rain don't seems to stopped...
it just continue to fall onto me...
loneliness is trapping me...
all the hope and dream were all hidden as well...
it is being set away...
the space is all fill up only by you...
and it can't be cleared at all...
is they even a path for me to walked...?
i just can't seems to pick the right paths...
the stars just don't seems to shine in my world...
the sun were also blocked by it...
even though it is out there...
but i just don't seems to find it...
There isn't a one to share this pain...
i need some directions...
it just seems so inconsolable and untouchable...
just hope that someone could be there for me...
don't even know it is real or fake...
was it reality or a fairy tales...
i have already given it my all...
a fragile rose is being stomp on...
the fall just seems so great for me to take...
don't seems to find the right words to say...
or even any action that seems right...
it just seems that every time you leave...
it just kept me waiting...
a sad scene have returned back again...
...cry...CRY...cry...
...cry...CRY...cry...
...cry...CRY...cry...
...cry...CRY...cry...
...cry...CRY...cry...
...cry...CRY...cry...
...cry...CRY...cry...
...cry...CRY...cry...
...cry...CRY...cry...
...cry...CRY...cry...6th Sept 2008...
