well sorri to jamey for not replying ur sms...becos i have to wake up early today...therefore i was kinda tired...so slept quite early...

wake up at 4.40am today...so early...i think it is the earliest i ever woke up in such a long time...except from my camps...took some time to prepare & aft tt we head towards Malaysia...becos my father have set-up a prayer hall at Labis...i dont even noe where it is...but to my amazement the house was huge...looks almost lyk a bungalow...we have book a mini-van to fetch us to there & back home & thus we sat at the mini-van for hrs before reaching the destination & also took the van home too...spend lyk 5 hrs + in tt the mini-van...aft we board the mini-van we went to fetch my grandparents & together we head inside Malaysia...

luckily we went in early & thus the trip in was quite smooth...but it was very early...felt so tired...heard almost all the songs in my hp...the custom was very quiet at the time...pass both customs in no time & soon we continue to rushed to our destination...at a stop where we had a break...i saw this bunch of blue & yet purple flowers...it was so beautiful...but i didn't managed to take a pic on it...wat a pity...ARGH...!!!...

reached the place at around 8am ++...& we were treated as VIP...omg...cnt believe it...jus dont even noe wat to do...breakfast & lunch were cooked for us...ltr together with my bro we explore the whole hse...on the 1st floor it was equip with a front garden & a backyard where u could BBQ on...a huge living hall & a spacious kitchen with a bedroom...on the 2nd floor...there was a bedroom & a big hall where it combined 2 bedroom together where my bro says he wanted it very much & it also come with a big bedroom with a small hallway...& 2 toilets too..basically the hse is BIG...Breakfast was filling...so many foods on the table...

Below r a few pics on the food for breakfast...

(Above) The famous Fu Zhou Mian tt i have tasted...cool & tt was jus a part of the breakfast menu...
(Above) The spread of foods on the table...There is some pastries,noodle & rices...
(Above) & this is with the beautiful flower...

well basically nth happened today & i slack for the whole day at home...

2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2 days have gone away & it will not stayed for me...十八天已走了，它不会为我而留下。。。

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4 days to ‘N’ lvl...

A week & 1 day...

celebrated teachers' day...had a concert at the sch hall...before the concert...the 4N's students were invited to the stage...class by class...& together with the Principal (P) ,Vice-principals (VPs) ,Heads of Departments (HODs) ,Form teachers & subjects teachers...they presented a collar pin to all the students...feel so honoured...especially the one who pinned for me is my form teacher...Mr Chia... & thus i hav also received a collar pin too...the collar pin is an encouragment & supports for us...aft tt the concert continues...

soon aft the concert...we went back to our homeroom & ltr we were dismiss & i went over to my jr sch with my frens...& soon i met up with my teacher & had a long chat with Mr Henry Lee...my pri 5 & 6 form teacher...although the session was long but it was totally worthwhile...sat at the canteen for quite a while...aft tt i went off to hav my lunch with Guo kai...ltr met Stanley & he also join us...aft lunch we bid farewell & we leave & i head back home...

well i have to say...i realli want to meet up with the whole 6E'04...i dont hav much infos on most of them...& it is kinda sad to hear tt...but i hope i will be able to still contact some of them...realli miss those days aft PSLE...where we have Yu Gi Oh & WWF cards...Gameboys & even have lots of fun running here & there...argh...!!!...everybody is heading different paths & have lot contact them...well time realli files fast...as we were not aware...4 yrs jus gone by & many things have also happened through this yrs...jus hope tt time can files back & have lots of fun again...but it isn't possible...so all i can do is...to recollect all the pasts...

well actually have a long lists of teachers i must thanks but i hereby would lyk to thxs all the teachers tt taught before me,help me in one way or another & also to all teachers tt i have talk too...as they have also given me the advice i needed...

(no offences if wat i say is wrong)

aft i reached home i toop a nap...& soon the sky turns blue & at around 7pm ++ i called daren as he asked me to have a game with him...soon we meet at 8pm & we also phone jeremy to joined us...abt 1/2 hr ltr...we starts the match & the final scores was 15-5 sets...each sets was 11 pts but we had some draws & we went over 11 pts...but it was fun anyway...although i have lost but i hav beaten the record...yesh...!!!...the game end around 10.40pm & thus we all went home as it was late alreadi...the day ended on a sweet note...

2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+1 days have ended...十七天已结束了，我能在开新的故事吗。。。？？？。。。

5 days to 'N' lvl...

A week of silents...this isn't gd at all...cnt helped but feels sorri for everything i created or causes...

haizzz...

woah...!!!...today is the final day of the intensive studies...well not sure if there r anymore...but im sure tt all of us or i hav benefit fr it totally...quite sad also...time jus flies...& 2 weeks past by so quick...mr fazlin hu was covering mr tan lesson had bid us gdbye...& all or most of the a.maths student fr 4a1 hav alreadi wished him a happy teacher's day le & hav also shake his hand as well...as mr tan will be back next week...it is kinda happy & yet sad...happy tt most likely intensive for maths lesson will come...as there r still rooms for improvement for me...sad is tt mr fazlin will be the last day teaching 4a1...dont even noe if there is a second chance for him to teach us...well he is an interesting teacher i mus say...haizzz...well SS exam is coming right up...& i can say im quite prepare for it...i hope tt my fellow classmates r also gear up...for this week...SS skills were drill into our head & all the topics r been recap through the week...

hurray...

tmr is also the teacher's day celebration & i hereby would lyk to wish all teachers...A Happy Teacher's Day 2008...

haha...

2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2 days has been covered by the clouds...十六天已被云给盖住，我该怎么把云扇开。。。

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6 days to 'N' lvl...

6 days...no calls & replys...this is totally worrying...haizzz...wats going on...???...am i not getting any infos on it...i nid a messenger...pls someone or anyone helped me...this is going far to off alreadi...the only thing i could say is...frozen...tt wats it is...frozen by it...cnt defrost it...it might not even defrost by its own...try too...but dont even noe the results...

things were created...hav lots of fun in it...things were then broken...then it will be very difficult hard to be mend back...but i still believe...if there is a will...there will be a way...thus i truly would love to solve it asap...if im given the chance...hope the time will come fast...

well the blamed r not to be push around...but r to be solve...how can i solve it...???...

haizzz...

haizzz today is another brain tiring day...had 5 hrs of SS...chionging all the chpts tt we had learned so far...so ytd was alreadi a very stressful day...today was jus another repeat but with 1 hr more...well benefit fr it totally...all thxs to this intensive...many of us or for me hav gathered piles of infos at the shortest time...woah...!!!...quite amaze at the speed we r going...but well next week is alreadi prelims...so we dont hav much of a choice but to start rushing...only then we might be able to do well for it...it has been 3 days & counting since this intensive studies starts...& im almost use to this intensive alreadi...

hope to maximise to the fullest for all this lessons...hope tt my brain will be able to absorb everything & anything tt is relevant to SS...

got a scolding fr mr pang today...well cnt blamed him...my geo jus went down the drain...becos i scored only 27/50...basically i wasted all the marks tt i was supposed to achieve...but wat went wrong...???...i will achieve all of this at 'N' lvl...well i will not give up for geo...as it holds part of the marks or half of the marks for my Combined Hum...im alreadi studying for SS...so i cnt bear to fail my geo...cos im aiming to achieve great marks for it...or else it would defeat the whole purpose for the intensive studies for SS...

other lessons was as usual...tmr will be another battle...mus go prepare for it...

2+2+2+2+2+2+2+1 days has be written in the lyrics...十五天已写在歌词内，我应怎样把它唱出来。。。？？？。。。

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A week to 'N' lvl...

5 days never hav a chat...a phone call tt was a total regrets...cnt help but scolding the one hu called the call...haizzz...jus want to noe tt she has been doing fine...???...well if the call wasn't made...then she would hav gotten more time to do her stuffs...lots of smses were send...but no reply was made...well no offences...if u think tt im angry or pissed off...then u r wrong...im neither angry nor pissed off...im jus worry...as no news were heard fr her...everyone starts to avoid...haizzz...wrong decisions indeed...

haizzz...

Well this week...we hav intensive studies for social studies...as 'N' lvl in round the corner...many of us r gearing up to prepare for it...others r preparing for all sorts of qns tt may surprise them...lots of them r also busy reading the textbks & notes over & over again...few or none r relaxing...basically this is the best period of time to check wat equipment or skills tt u lack...& fill it up now...or it might be to late...

It is confirmed tt today intensive hav causes many to be brain died...haha...4 hrs...is a very long period of time...& many r unable to capture all the info but all hav try their best to maximise to the fullest to rmb every bits of info they could find...informations were flying around everywhere...& many try to grab as much as possible...but the information was far to rich...thus many couldn't realli absorb it...therfore the brain is unable to process the infos immediately...but others smart one...hav gathered pt form to rmb...smart is the word i could say...to jolt down notes would help u the fullest...as only u would understand wat u writes...

I was also totally burned out too...even i hav managed to key in or crave everything into my head...processing of info wasn't so easy at all...things hav to be files correctly...so as to be able to found the things u need in times of needs...well mus realli thxs the teachers tt make this 2 days & counting intensive study a success...

EL & CL lessons was not very gd...as all of us was quite in the knock out state...anyway tmr will be another battle to gathered & stock this infos...hope to gear up & achieve the best...

Oh ya thxs CE for his present too...i will uploads the pic soon...anyway thxs Chong En again...

2+2+2+2+2+2+2 days were being smoked away...十四天已被烟走，我能把它找回来吗。。。？？？。。。

8 Days & counting to 'N' lv...

4 days never chat le...hope u r doing fine...

wow...!!!...today has been an interesting day...actually went to sch...thinking it would be jus another sch day...but it turn out tt i was wrong...

haizzz...morning reflection,taking of the pledge & singing of national anthem & sch song was as per usual lar...but half way through the reading period...we were called to go to the AV theatre for some briefing or smth...thus we jus followed the order & head towards the theatre...when we reached there we were sitting there...waiting for someone to attend to us...but suddenly mr ong entered...he was holding quite a big pile of notes...i was quite stun too...mr lim also came in to talked to us...aft 1/2 hr passed...mr ong started to talk to us...telling us the reason for this class & he hav created a new timetable for us...& heres the timetable...25th - 29th August...

[Mon]

8.30am-9.00am - Assembly/Reading

9.00am-10.00am - Social Studies...SBQ skills : Inference & Purpose

10.00am-11.00am - EL

11.00am-12.00pm - Social Studies...SEQ skills & Chp 4. Sri Lanka

12.00pm-12.30pm - Recess

12.30pm-1.30pm - MT (CL)

1.30pm-2.30pm - Geo

2.30pm-4.30pm - A.maths

[Tue]

7.30am-8.20am - Social studies...SBQ skills : Usefulness

8.30am-9.00am - Assembly/Reading

9.00am-12.00pm - Social Studies...SEQ skills, Chp 4. Northern Ireland, Chp 2. Governance in Singapore, Chp 5. Bonding Singapore

12.00pm-12.30pm - Recess

12.30pm-1.30pm - Social Studies...SEQ skills & Chp 6. Diplomacy & Deterrence

1.30pm-2.30pm - MT (CL)

2.30pm-3.30pm - EL

[Wed]

7.30am-8.20am - Social studies...SBQ pratice : Inference, Purpose & Reliability

8.30am-9.00am - Assembly/Reading

9.00am-10.00am - Social Studies...Chp 3. Managing Healthcare in Singapore & Britain / Q & A

10.00am-11.00am - Social studies...SBQ skills & Bk 4 Chp 2. Globalisation

11.00am-12.00pm - EL

12.00pm-12.30pm - Recess

12.30pm-1.30pm - Social Studies...Q & A

1.30pm-2.30pm - Geo

[Thur]

7.30am-8.20am - Social studies...SBQ pratice : Compare & Contrast / Reliability

8.30am-9.00am - Assembly/Reading

9.00am-10.00am - POA

10.00am-11.00am - Social studies...SBQ skills : Compare & Contrast / Reliability

11.00am-12.00pm - MT (CL)

12.00pm-12.30pm - Recess

12.30pm-1.30pm - Maths

1.30pm-2.30pm - ?

2.30pm-3.30pm - A.maths

[Fri]

7.30am-8.20am - Social studies...Q & A

8.30am-9.00am - Assembly/Reading

then the rest of the day...should be teachers day celebration...

well...1st of all...mus thxs mr ong for spending his weekends planning this timetable...thxs u mr ong for cross refering to many timetables to come up with this...very big thxs...well eng lesson was so cool today...becos there was another teachers in it...his name is Mr Charles Barton...he was such an interesting man...he made the whole class had a great laugh...learn some great skills from him too...well lets guess...wat do KISS means...???...well it simply mean Keep It Simple Stupid...haha...no offence to anyone...basically the whole week is intensive study for Social Studies...well then it comes all the way to A.maths lesson...

A.maths lesson was the most fun of all...then i was also pissed off too...well no offence too...i jus couldn't focus or concentrate on the tasks...haizzz...

recently im feeling very down as i jus cnt focus or concentrate on anything & everything...

haizzz...

it is onlt lyk 9 days to my actual 'N' lvl exams & im still not settled down...well kinda worry...jus dont feel tt right at all...so many things waiting for me to attend to & so many stuffs tt im suppose to do...i jus cnt find the time to even touch on it...jus feel very sad & depress...at basically myself...dont even noe wat is the best steps for me to take nexts...could anyone helped me...pls tell me wat to do or drop me a hint or two...i might jus get back in time...

2+2+2+2+2+2+1 days has been silent...could the music ever be sung again...十三天已安静下来，我该怎么把这音乐响起。。。？？？。。。

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well today got BXB...therefore as usual lar...wake up early in the morning to prepare myself...well u always wanna show others the best side of urself...didn't expect such nos of ppls today...unexpected is the word i would say...realli find it very weird to hav such less ppls & especially quiet today...well almost fall aslp during the whole session...hey where r all the noise & fun in it...???...could anyone ans me...???...i would says tt a lot of ppls didn't attend today...thus it silents the whole background...but there r also the regular...well anyone noes hu r they...???...i dont even think u hav seen them before...today has been quite a nice day too...there was a shower jus now...& thus it brings down the whole atmosphere & surrounding...as in the air becomes more fresher in a sense & the breeze tt come forth is much cooler...woo...the water tt is coming out of the tap is also cooling & the floor r also frozen...lyk ice...???...

got to hear the whole story or partly for someone...i truly thxs the person tt told me everything...& i would lyk to apologize to all the person & parties invovled...haizzz...jus hope the rain of misunderstanding could be cleared soon...asap...therfore aft the rain...would come the colourful rainbow...& the loving sun...thus it will shines its warmth towards us...jus realli hope tt the misunderstanding will be gone with the cold breeze...at the very least...let me explains myself...only by letting me to explain...then it will be cleared...

2+2+2+2+2+2 days hav been carried away by the rain...十二天已被雨带走。。。能不能再让我拿回。。。？？？。。。

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Jus reached home fr religious class...felt quite tired...but nevertheless i went to my grandparents hse...becos i heard tt my grandfather's leg is swollen & i heard tt it is quite serious...well therefore i went up to look at him...jus hope tt he can recover fast...hope tt he quickly go to a doctor for treatment...well i also heard tt his is finally going to the doctor tmr...well tts gd news...

haizzz...

dont even noe how i could helped at all...feel kinda sad to heard it...well the only thing i could do...is to talked to him & asked him abt his condition...but words r jus words...it jus cnt totally express the sincerity in it...well words can make someone to be over the moon & it also can cause great damages as well...but wat am i going to do...???...

haizzz...

jus feels lyk giving up...but if i give up now...then for the past 16 years in my life...i hav been asking ppls to not give up & now im actually giving up...???...wat a joke it will be...how will i be able to faces my frens tt i persuade them to persevere...???...how will i face my challenges in the future...if i would to give up now...???...how am i to ans to my competitors if i jus let go of everything...???...thus this will make a irresponsible guy...i jus dont even in the clear state of mind to make the right decisions...currently im jus using watever ways i hav to jus cope on...well hope tt someone or any of my frens will tell me wat to do... ... ...

2+2+2+2+2+1 days r being burned off...十一天已被烧毁了，我要怎样把它拿回。。。

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well wake up quite early today...then the sky suddenly seems to rain...& it stopped...then it rain again...it is jus lyk how i feel...sometime rain & it suddenly stopped...cnt helped it...jus dont even noe when it will start & end...

haizzz...

jus feel so hopeless...at basically everything & anything...jus hope tt i dont create grave mistakes tt i would regrets it...wished tt i will be able to solve the problems tt i hav created...but its seems tt i dont even hav the rights to even touch on the problems...

well if only a miracle can happened...so everything will be solved...but we mus also work towards into solving it on our own...even a miracle would to happen...we also should not rely too much on it...jus think tt i hav causes greater harm than bring any goodness to any of my frens...

most probably...evryone is hating me as watever i hav done cnt make it up to those i hav committed...

haizzz...

even a small mistakes could evolved into a greater problems...if only everything will be cleared aft the shower of the rain...& to those tt persevere...only to those will be able to experience the colourful & brightnessof the rainbow aft the shower...i realli wished to get to c the rainbow...even if im soaked in the rain...or get totally wet...i dont mind...

i jus think tt the rainbow hav 7 colours...it is a mixture of the different colours...tt it created the rainbow...actually the rainbow consist of

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& each of the colours will represent smth...such beautiful stuffs...but it only lasted for a short while...such a waste...y cnt it be there for a longer period...???...

dont understand at all...jus believe tt the rainbow will be captured in my heart...hope to be able to shine this 7 colours to all my frens...especially u (u will noe hu u r...if u dont then nvm)...

well today is Friday & today is always the best day of the week...becos im able to put down everything & mayb take a break fr it...haizzz...1st period today was P.E...but the weather dont permits us to hav a match of soccer...thus we hav our very own badminton sparring session & indoor soccer...well but there weren't enough nets & space for us to play...therefore we hav to share...dont noe tt we share with 2 or 3 other classes...

aft P.E...went back to homeroom...wow...!!!...once i enter the rooms...it is so cold...well basically it is very cooling for all of us...then mrs tan took over the lesson to return our Eng paper...waaa...so depressing lor...aft looking at the pathetic marks i got...haizzz...well...shall leave tt aside...then chi teacher came in as mrs tan nid to rush off...well hav a few matches of Chi Chess here & there for this past few days...well there r wins & loses...

SS paper wasn't returned again...as mr ong is busy with other stuffs...so mr chia took over the lesson...well done some qns paper on Chem...haizzz...Chem is also one of my weakest subs...sianzzz...soon the lesson was over & its time to go home...hurray...went back home & aft lunch i took a nap...all the way until evening...wohoo...!!!...

aft waking up took my dinner then i started sitting infront on my com...aft many hrs & suddenly...

well jus receive this sms fr my fren at 10.08pm...

well basically it means...(translation)

* hey pardon me if my translation is incorrect...well tts very sweet lar...

so touched to receive such sms...well it a long time since i send chain message...thus i decided to send this to all my frens out there...well if u think u r a fren of mine...then u will understand the true message behind this sms...

2+2+2+2+2 days rise towards the sky & vanish into thin air...十天已飞上天了，也慢慢消失在空气里面。。。好想把空气吸回，把这十天给拿回来。。。

Wow...!!!...today is quite a fun day for me lar...as some guests is visiting our sch fr ytd to the next few days...so as to keep the volume down...all the homerooms r being freeze...as in we dont hav to move fr class to class...thus this make us able to enjoyed the air-con for the whole day...we r quite lucky to get a classroom located at lvl 3...well in fact it is realli freezing inside...as it is being frozen...haha...(*cold)

Today more of the teachers r not free as there is EV...therefore many relief teachers covered the lessons...well hav lots of fun when the homerooms is frozen...haizzz...but im also very worry tt next week is 'O' lvl maths paper le...& i dont even noe whether i hav confident enough to take the paper...i jus hope tt i will put in my best & everything i got into the upcoming exams...basically 'N' lvl prelims is over le...then next come 'O' lvl maths & up next is actual 'N' lvl & 'O' lvl maths paper...chiong everybody...!!!...mus achieve towards the best of the very best...basically the targeted marks u set for urself...haizzz...feel so up sad abt the results tt im getting now...i think i mus realli spend my time more wisely & study even hard...

haizzz...(*sad)

i dont wan to let anyone look down on me & neither would i wish to look down on others...well everybody hav their strong pts & weaknesses...try to look at others strong pts & reflect on ur own weaknesses...make others ur role model & always remind urself tt a mirror is always in front of u always reflecting on ur action...(*reflecting)

well today i also receive 2 gd news...1st is fr Jeremy de...he hav entered into NUS choir...congrats to Jeremy...wohoo...knew he could do it de...& up next is tt both grps tt my cca hav send in for the chorale assessment hav achieve distinction...congrats again...pls work harder for the upcoming events...basically it is a double blessing...blessing fr both a fren & choir members...well when r ur gonna celebrate then...???...mus rmb to invite me...记得邀请我。。。(*congrats)

2+2+2+2+1 days hav swim with the waves le & where r u...???...jus thinking of it makes me sad & hurt... ... ...九天以飘过了，你在哪里，好想回到从前。。。(*...???...)

well tonight has not been a pleasant night for me...haizzz...it is the 1st time i hav been scolded through a phone...& some more so loudly...i noe this is also her 1st time scolding someone over the phone...fine i admit it is totally my fault or the timing i called in was wrong...well for tt i totally regret making the call...i dont even noe wat she is going to do next & i also dont noe wat to say or do either...haizzz...alreadi use to it le lar...as i quickly adapt to some thing new...haizzz...im so sorri tt i caused so much commotions...tt caused everyone to flare up...& thus it makes everyone angry, irritated & fed up...well realli hope tt i will not commit this mistakes again & i wont called in unless the situation permits me...which will be in once in a blue moon...(well if only i could paint the moon with blue)...(*regrets)

well life is full of up & down & we mus be able to accept the down & not be too proud of the up in life...haizzz but ppls always cnt accept this down at the very beginning & will promote to others all their up...well basically tt wat im experiencing now...i jus cnt accept or dislike anything now...i jus feel very tired now & i realli nid a gd rest...haizzz...

(*HAIZZZ)...

19th August...Wohoo...!!!...finally returned back to sch le...well i got my POA mark le...yes...but i didn't expect tt well i would scored a 83 for it...hurray...but also received Chem...for chem it was not very well done...haizzz...i scored only lyk 23/50...so pathetic...

20th August...reached hm quite early today...haizzz...my combined sci cnt make it le...cause overall i only manage to score a 43...& for A.maths...it is even worse...haizzz...a mere 14/140 only...realli feel so sad...i think tt i hav fail lots of ppls expectation towards me...jus feel so depress over it & so sad lor...haizzz...hope tt the rest of my subs dont fail me...well currently im thinking tt i will study for Eng,Combined Hum,Maths & POA...& put even more effort into A.maths,Chi & Combined Sci...hope to achieve the best result tt i will wan...i dont wished to lose out to my frens & especially to my bro...his foundation is so gd lar...& his Poa...is so strong...i can barely match up with him...therefore i will put in more hard work into studying...well for me to study...it is a rare chance & sight...haizzz...i also mus say tt for those who hav fail badly...dont think tt the person who pass is mocking at u...i hav experience to pass & yet fail at the same time...

haizzz...& for those who r having lots of problems in sch & other matters...pls think as many time as u wan to jus do the right decisions...& hope tt this decision wont be a regret to u...even there is others tt hate u or dislike u...there will also be ppls tt care for u & wished to help u...well always think on the better side & not sunk deeper into despair...jus hope tt everything will come smoothly & all the best...

take care...

2+2+2+2 days hav vanish...hows life...???...r u doing fine...???...hope tt u will not regret anything...

Today was a very long day...as i hav been at hm for the whole time...well basically im down with a very bad headache...haizzz...well had some gd news fr my frens...& hope tt tmr when i go back to sch...there will be some left for me...

Jus got shot again...haizzz...becos of smth i hav & haven't done again...misunderstanding causes everything...long story lar...well jus hope tt everything will soon be clear & everything will return to its normal position again...didn't managed the tasks tt im suppose to do...& i sincerely apologize to all tt r involve...jus thinking tt im useless & too "smart"...jus to handle such cases...jus scold watever ur wan...i will not blame all those tt r involve de...jus do watever ur wan too...

haizzz...

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i realli dont noe wat to do next & wat to say to jus amend the mistakes tt i hav created...therefore i could only say sorri...

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2+2+2 hav passed by lyk the wind...haizzz...don't even noe she read le mah...???...& when will ppls ever understand wat im doing...???...jus feel sadded lar...cnt feel any worst...

haizzz...1st time got hit...is also becos of this reason & now again...has history repeat itself...cnt believe it...y m i the one got hit not once but twice...well the saying also says tt "once bitten,twice shy"

haizzz...

hope tt time could recover all the wounds & pain

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15th of August marks the last paper for my prelims...haizzz & the paper is A.maths 2...well basically i dont realli think tt i can scored well for it & a lots of things happened throughout the paper...haha...so funny lar...

16th of August was quite a boring & sian sat for me...therefore i will not blog anything for it...lol...!!!...

17th of August...my religion hav a food & game carnival...well wake up quite early to prepared but i ended up reaching there at around 10am ++...many things tt i didn't expected to happened hav happen...basically...i had a fun day mending the stalls & playing with my frens...haizzz...i played until 3pm ++...aft tt i went back hm...well reached hm in a quite tired state...haizzz...

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2+2+1 days hav gone by le...

Waaa...finish Chem & Poa P.1 today...feel kinda relax...was quite stun at Chem today...& for Poa i hav confidence tt i will be able to get a gd mark...well but i still got one last lap to go...& tt is a.math...but i realli got no confidence at all...although the last lap is short but i jus cnt complete it with the target tt i hav set...realli disappointed...well i jus wanna complete all the exams at once...i realli dont hav much time le as the exam will come in a breeze & it will go lyk a wind...well prelims r almost over & next will come 'O' lvl maths prelims...then actual 'N' lvl & next will be the actual 'O' lvl maths...Argh...!!!...well i gonna strive all the way towards it...i will not tt much time to go out le...

haizzz...

dont noe wat to say...

only noe tt things wont be the same anymore...

well...

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2nd day le & no reply was send to me...mayb she haven't read it yet...

Well ytd jus completed 2 papers...Physics & Maths P2...haizzz...almost fall aslp for both paper...basically, i slp at 2am in the morning...both the paper were quite ok...then aft the exam...i went back to choir again...but it keeps me thinking...y i hav been goin to choir so often...???...well i dont even noe the ans myself... ... ...tired,tired & tired...zzz...

Today was a nice morning...but today got Geo & A.maths P1...i also dont noe wat to do...actually ytd thought of studying geo for abit more...but i accidentally dozed off...opps...well today geo paper was average as i hav rmb all the stuffs tt i mus rmb...but towards the end of the paper...while i was going through & checking...my teacher was looking at my direction...well i noe y lar...it is becos i left a 6 marks qns blank & he looked very stunned...haha...i noe tt he will kill me lar...aiya die le lar...i told him A1 was within my reach & i left the qns blank...haizzz...sorri mr pang...but pls dont looked so stunned leh...i will try to scored at 'N' lvl...

However A.maths was worse...i think i could only managed to scored 10 ??? ...haizzz...dont wished to talked or add on anymore...

y of all the time...it come now...so many things i hav to settle...so many things jus waiting for me to do & say...haizzz...now i jus dont feel lyk studying...i jus wanna take a break fr everything & i realli wished to be flying free...to be free fr all troubles,worrys & problems...i dont wished to say anymore or any other things le...

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1 day hav gone pass le...no reply...

Well on the 11th of August 08...i finally make my last move & thus it causes a lots of things to be affected as well...haizzz...maybe i hav make the wrong desicion again,mayb im too boastful,mayb i think tt i could solve the problems...well thxs for so looking up to me...but i jus refuses or i jus cnt seems to complete any tasks on my hands...& mayb im jus incapable or useless or even selfish...well in order to achieve smth...u nid to trade with smth of a same value & thus i trade xxx (i also dont noe wat to put here) for her education...well ur might think tt im a hyprocrite for saying this...but i hav alreadi carry out on the whole thing le...i can confirm tt...my action will cause many to be unhappy,angry & even pissed off...well...i noe tt i will be the trigger or the root cause tt pull off everything & thus this will make everyone hate me but basically i hav no regret in wat i hav done...mayb wat i hav done is stupid or mayb it isn't worth..."mayb im jus a baka guy with no brains,immature,do things without thinking & loves to act cool" quoted fr my previous post...well mayb wat my fren hav scolded me is quite true...well all of ur reading this might think tt i hav causes more harm then gd...as i hav made more ppls getting involve into emo state...haizzz...well i also hav nth to say le lar & i also will focus totally on my studies le...well for the sake of 'N' & 'O' lvl & also for my future education...Now for her...i will wished her especially all the best for her studies & everything tt will come in her way & also to all my frens out there too...well jus hope tt everyone & her will understand the meaning y i done such decisions...but i noe tt watever i hav done ppls always think tt im doing smth bad...jus let me continue to be the bad guy then...well got use to it le lar...& i jus hope tt she will get to read this & fully understand the reason for my action...i dont mind u scolding me or even ask me go die lar...

sms me when u hav read this (u noe hu u r lar)...

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Well went out today (11th August) to East Coast for cycling & i will upload the photos soon & i will also update more on it...so stay tuned...

Well on the 10th August 08...Montfort Sec Sch is having a Heritage Quest at Hougang Mall & also the choir is performing & therefore Jeremy is conducting for today...woke up quite early tt day & i started preparing for the events...i phone him at around 7.30am & he told me tt the bus is arriving in 5 mins...therefore i quickly grabbed my stuffs & head to the meeting pt...but i saw no sight of Jeremy & soon i saw the bus arriving & leaving soon too...now then Jeremy appear before me...tsk,tsk,tsk...c lar i told u le...not to rushed...haizzz...well we waited for the next bus & soon enough the bus arrived & thus we boarded the bus & head str to Hougang Mall...on the way there we chatted for awhile & immediately i could hear tt Jeremy's voice is in a very bad state...as he is having a sore throat today...!!!...but when we reached Hougang mall...we only saw a member & tt is Yun hong...fair enough...i already expected tt this will happen as they have a very fun yet wild party ytd...time flies & soon more members starts to gather & finally we could start the warm-up & preparation...Below r a few pics of the pre-performance...well credits to Jeremy for lending his camera to me... (Above) "Hey be focus everyone...i noe ur r still tired"...
(Above) "Well anyway ur hav to warm-up"...
(Above) Its still seems tt they look quite restless...

(Above) Still not relax at all...all look so tense...

Well...8th August marks the mystery tt i jus found out tt my food intake is getting greater then before...is lyk it suddenly jumped back lor...haha...so funny yet so cool lor...haizzz...dont noe wat to say lar...well on the 8th...we celebrated quite a few events at once shot...we hav the Youth & Racial Harmony Day cum National day...well early in the morning...i meet julio & together we walked to sch...well had a gd morning chit-chat session with him as we walked all the way to sch...we walked & walked & suddenly while standing outside the sch...we were greeted by a scene of the jr studs (most of them wearing red) standing in the field & we were lyk WOW to c them...as it is still very early to assemble...well aft entering the sch...i waited quite some time before the signal to assemble at the field...cos today we will be having a combined observance ceremony with the jr sch...i think tt waited for us lyk for at least 15 mins...???...well we quickly assemble & a stud shouted the command to start the whole ceremony & there marks the start of everything...aft the whole ceremony...the jr sch & the sec sch seperate for their own hall events...well for the sec sch side there is different performances by various grps...1st of all...here we hav the malay studs & their dance & followed by another dance by our indian studs...& finally a chinese song sang by a few grps of teachers...well tt all for the hall events & up next we hav the Youth & Racial Harmony Carnival...well wasn't much of a help at all...cos this yr my class is selling drinks...well aft the whole events...we head back to our class & hav our own debrief...& aft sch...i rushed to get my CCA cert back to my form teacher & smth very interesting happened...well basically it make me quite shock & stun...i saw this female stud who is praying at the alter...so therefore i dont dare to walk over...& thus i took my hp & ans a call (fake de lar)...so aft i thought she left...i went to pray & then i suddenly turn around & saw the girl hiding behind a pillar & looking at me...haha...well so funny lar...& someone still says smth bad lar (u noe hu u r lar...haha...Xp)...haizzz...well aft tt i went home & grab my cert & a few other stuffs & head back to sch...aft passing the cert i also went up & send over the stuffs to her le...

1st of all...let me wished SINGAPORE a happy 43rd bdae as it was 9th of August...& also to everyone out there too...Haizzz... ... ...

Was so angry fr the start of the very 1st reherseal...becos fr the very start i wanna take some grp pics of the choir...but i only managed to took some before they went for the actual performance...luckily im able to take some lar or else... ... ...

Anyway here r the pics below...Credits to Jeremy for lending his camera... (Above) Woo...here the lunch min break before boarding the bus..."hey quickly eat leh...the bus coming"...
(Above) "Quick all of ur pls hurry up & finish all the food/drink & watever business ur hav to go do & be prepare to board the bus"...Everybody is almost gear up for the performance...

(Above) "Now pls line up in 2 & we hav to do a head count"...

Well today jus completed another 2 subs partly...Maths wasn't so hard or difficult tt i have expect...but it wasn't so easy also...all i can say tt i did managed to complete all the qns but i fear tt i might not hav done so well...maybe it is becos im not totally prepared & i haven been putting all my effort on my academic...On the other hand...Poa was ok for the 1st part...& i was totally stunned at the 2nd section...well gone le lar...i try again...the more difficult qn tt most of my classmates didn't choose & it is goin to be same as last year or this year...???...haizzz...well i challenge myself to the limits again to c how far or how much i could handed...well dont wished to talked abt Poa or academic now...wat i wished for now...is to hav peace & rest for the rest of the week...& be prepared for next week prelim...aft sch...i went to choir...well finally they noe their position for sun performance le & i wished them all the best for the performance on sun & aft choir prac...it was raining heavily & i was lyk shouting...becos thinking of dancing in the rain...is lyk so cool lar...& i realli dance in the rain as i walked hm...well i reached hm with a few drops of rainwater stainning on my maroon choir tee...quite sadded lar...well tt all for the day...& if i hav been bothering anyone or everyone...im sorri...well i jus wanna say 2 lines of words...

" 害人之心不可有，防人之心不可无。"...

Smile on...

Well to add on further to my pervious post...i will elaborate more on the concert...& i will also shared with all the readers of my blog the details & happening of the concert...Firstly, ytd all of us were in a rush as all of us rushed down to esplanade...me together with my jrs (Anthony,Chong en,Han inn & Ying wei) took 2 cabs to the destination...dont asked me y...???...becos the uncle refuses to take all of us there...nvm lar i dont blamed the uncle anyway we took quite a long journey to esplanade...Secondly, we waited for abt 1/2 hr - 45mins for the host to arrived as she invited us to go...& for the period of time...we went to the the toilet to play with the tap...i think the cleaners looked very angry lor...well sorri uncle...well i think she is late becos smth cropped up...nvm lar we r gentlemen...so we waited lor...but all of us r very worry tt we wont made it in time...nevertheless surpises r always around the corner...finally the host arrived & we hurry into the concert hall...Omg...althought we hurry into the hall but we forgot to take the concert booklet...how can we attend a concert without a concert booklet...therefore i shouted Anthony to go grab some...haizzz...finally got hold of the booklet & i browse through it & to my amazement...i saw a song tt i have long to hear...Thirdly,finally the start of the concert & we were greeted by the Raffles Voices...there sang "Resonet in Laudibus" & "All Creatures Now"...& up next is one of the nice songs tt gather my attention...& it is the "Who Shall have my Lady Fair"...this piece totally dragged me into the whole concert...& next they sang "Set me as a Seal upon your Heart","Cerf-volant","Exsultate Justi","Chrystus Pan Sie Narodzil","Lux Aurumque","Jaakobin Isot Pojat" & "Pokpok Alimpako"...aft tt it is INTERMISSION...we all went to tour the toilets again...haha this is a different toilet...well aft intermission...we sat back at our seats & again the Raffles Voices sang another 5 songs...& the 5 songs r "Ave Regina","Ama Namen","Rondes","Blackbird" & "Baylere"...next they sang a very simple yet nice piece...it is title as "Twinkle, Twinkle, little star"...now they have shown their audience tt even a simple piece could be sang in a different & unique way...aft tt they had a piece tt is named "Ta Tikee Tei" & they perform with a few instruments...well next the Alumni showed on stage & they performed 2 pieces...& they also done smth very funny...well the audience had quite a laugh...Aft the Alumni exit the stage...the Raffles Voice came up & performed another 2 pieces...the 2 pieces r "Flying Free" where they had a flute performing together with them & it totally captured my attention... & "Do you hear the people sing ?" where this piece attracted everyone eyes & ear to the stage & music...& Lastly, they sang their theme song...& i was lyk WOW !!!...i totally mus say tt their soloist roxs & all the members of Raffles Voices r so gd...well aft he concert...we seperated & went hm...

Well at 12.10pm...it marked the end of prelim for EL...yeah...!!!...so happy...finally over le...Chi & EL r over le & now for the other subs...i mus find out how gd/bad i hav done for my prelim & thus i can worked & attacked the problem's roots & not only the vines...haha...i jus hope tt i could catched up in time with the rest of my classmates & i dont wished to lag behind...i wanna chiong as much as i can...haizzz...

Today the paper was quite ok lor...for P1...section 1 i wrote smth similar to Chi...so im quite quite scare & worry now...& i think i have done only fairly gd...& for P2...i kinda screw up...cos my summary i wrote over the limits of words...well all my fault lar...i thought i hav enough time...but i ended with lesser time i expected...well wat over is over...i jus hav to wait for the result to be out...

Ytd was a amazing day...cos i attended a concert...woah...!!!...cnt believe it...im totally amaze by the performers & evrything...lots of things happened lar...but i jus dont wanna talked abt it...

well i hope tt......

Smile on...

(Above) The 1st pic of the cake...
(Above) The 2nd pic of the cake...