Saturday, September 27, 2008
11:00:00 PM
Everybody is busy preparing for their respective examinations...
the days gotten a little darker...
and the nights gotten a lots more quiet...
once again...
i didn't managed to go today...
really can't find the correct timing any opportunities to go...
i cant help but feel sad...
sighing over and over again...
I TOTALLY REGRETS IT...but what can i do...
there is nothing else for me to do...
it just seems I'm so helpless...
who can i push the blame to...???...
no one is able to bear the blame...
because it isn't anyone fault...
well...
then what else could i say...
as the saying goes "whats over is over"...
therefore i wasted another Saturday...
I'm also preparing as Monday will be the continue of 'N' levels...
there will be 3 papers on Monday...
Physics,Chemistry & Maths Paper 1...
if I'm not wrong...
because never go see it...
I'm in the final lap on preparing my exams...
I going to sleep already...
thus everyone...
Good Night...
Xp...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2 days in regretting...四十六天已活在后悔当中,它是否会觉醒。。。???。。。Monday is continuation of 'N' levels...5 weeks & 1 days...
7:02:00 PM
26th Sept...
it is just another fri...
had then usual lesson...
but those lesson were getting more & more stressful by the day...
as it is getting nearer & nearer to 'N' lvls...
actually it is the continue of the exams...
today is also the start of the other lvls examination...
thus the my hmroom is changed...
also dont know why either...
then...
chi teacher came in...
& passed us 4 booklets...
we all were lyk...
omg chi again...
haha...
during assembly, we had chem...
then aft chem, we spend time on phy...
then came geo...
at the end of geo lesson...
mr pang prayed for us...
thxs mr pang...
he also wished us all the best...
aft recess...
actually is PE...
but mr pang came in...
then all of us...
were lyk haizzz...
no soccer le...
well its examination period mah...
therefore we stayed in the class for the whole period...
but had lots of fun during the period...
aft tt actually had a.maths lesson...
but we agree to cancelled it...
therefore...
we all went home...
but julio & i had a hard time going home...
haha...
LOLs...
we had some classmates...
actually they want to go julio's hse...
& i dont know why im involved too...
but luckily we were free...
then went home...
spend some time playing games with davin,julio & louis...
well tts all for the day...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+1 days are so far away...
四十五天已在很远的地方,他是否会再靠近我。。。???。。。
‘N' lvls is on Mon...
5 weeks...
Friday, September 26, 2008
4:09:00 PM
25th Sept...
Thurs...
the very 1st period is Chem...
we were preparing for the exams coming this mon...
then El period...
woah...
had so much fun at this period...
so long & we never had EL period...
then POA...
accounting is wat we do for the entire lesson...
aft recess...
where the lesson is math...
it is the most fun period of maths (up until now)...
we had a lots of fun & i realli means lots...
it was the most enjoyed lesson ever (up until now)...
then a.math lesson was cancelled...
so i went back home at 1.30pm...
quite early le...
so slpy...
ending here...
gtg...
bb...
take care...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2 days have grown weaker...
四十四天已变得很软弱,它是否会再坚强起来。。。???。。。
'N' lvls is not far away...
4 weeks & 6 days...
3:54:00 PM
24th Sept...
it was raining early in the morning...
thus mass workout is cancelled...
then had maths,geo,chem,phy & o.maths...
as per usual...
maths lesson...
was doing of sch paper...
had to complete them fast...
or else i will be lagging behind...
must catch up with the rest...
& geo lesson was tiring...
we were rushing to complete what we can...
as we dont have much time to spend on this topics again...
chem & phy lesson...
i almost fall asleep...
every time like that de...
so sleepy...
the it come to o.maths lesson...
which i was kinda happy at first...
as it is the last lesson of the day...
but then the prelims paper for o.maths is returned back to us...
omg...
the marks were pathetic...
basically i was very shocked at what i have achieve...
haizzz...
dont want to talked about it...
after o.math lesson...
there is an extra lesson for POA...
actually dont even hav the mood to even attend...
but in the end...
i still went for the extra lesson...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+1 days have lose its possession...
四十三天已不属于我的了,他是否会再变回我的呢。。。???。。。
Counting down to 'N' lvls...
4 weeks & 5 days...
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
11:07:00 PM
23rd Sept...
had a very long day...
studying,studying & studying...
POA extra lesson r cancelled...
haizzz...
POA arh...
... ... ...
dont hav much time alreadi...
had only a few days...
to the coming of 'N' lvls...
as i didnt do very well in my prelims...
i mus put in extra efforts to it...
thus i mus strive to achieve the very best...
therefore im also gathering the stuffs i needs for this upoming exam...
im also sure tt others r also preparing well for it...
well i will also wish for all my frens...
ALL THE BEST FOR EOYs EXAM/'N' LVLS/'O' LVLS & OTHER TESTS OR EXAMINATIONS...thus i will end here...
gtg...
bb...
slp well...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2 days r closed...四十二天已被关上,他是否会在开。。。???。。。Days counting back to 'N' lvls...4 weeks & 4 days...
Monday, September 22, 2008
11:30:00 PM
some interesting happened today...
mus rmb 22nd Sept (Mon) 2008...
actually thought i was goin to be late for sch...
then i also thinking tt i might not be able to meet julio & thiru...
because both of them stay at this area too...
cool huh...
i have lots of classmates & friends staying very near me...
but i was thinking tt...
if im able to meet both of them...
i will be very lucky...
then suddenly i saw a familiar face...
it is julio...
then i was thinking...
hope for thiru to meet us too...
then as we continue walking...
thiru caught up with us...
then the 3 of us hurried to sch...
haha...
i was lyk...
omg...
it was lyk so late alreadi...
& both of them is walking with me...
LOLS...
i thought tt 7.45am...
is the time for both of them to leave to sch...
well everything jus falls in place...
had a long day in sch studying...
2 hrs of maths went in a blink of eye...
i actually want to clear e.maths P2...
but i didnt managed to...
aft tt...
it is POA...
more accounting...
soon recess was over...
gone through Geo paper...
aft Geo...
had a short period of a.maths...
had a gd chat with mr tan today...
woah...
a.math lesson is the best...
tt the end of sch...
now im gonna end my post...
im so slpy...
zzz...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+1 days have been looking back...
四十一天已回头看,他是否还会在前进。。。???。。。
Preparations for 'N' lvls...
4 weeks & 3 days...
Sunday, September 21, 2008
11:16:00 PM
Woah...
it is alreadi Sun...
the week pass so quickly...
& soon...
it will be exams...
another 2 weeks ++...
& i will be free...
Hurray...
jus need to work hard abit more...
miss the TTS...
but everyone is packed with lots,lots & lots of works...
hope can meet up soon & expand even bigger...
TTS roxs...
had BXB again...
spend time on hmworks...
then felt so tired...
so i took a nap...
all the way to evening...
felt very tired this few weeks...
haizzz...
i goin to slp...
gtg...
bb...
zzz...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2 days have ended...
四十天已结束,我们要等待下一个明天。。。
XP。。。
‘N’ lvl is coming back in 1 week time...
4 weeks & 2 days...
10:12:00 PM
20th Sept...
jus another sat...
spend my whole day at home...
facing the com...
make me very tired...
heard the news of some changes on some choir stuffs...
some more its isnt the ex-cos who inform me...
it is a normal member...
haizzz...
argh...!!!...
fine...
dont even bother to inform me...
well nvm then...
since its their decision then so be in...
i hav nth else to say alreadi...
lost the words in my speech...
broke the train of thought...
then i jus hope ur the best then...
... ... ... ... ... ... ...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+1 days have been unclear...
三十九天以便模糊,他是否会变清。。。???。。。
1 week + 1 day & down to 'N' lvls...
4 weeks & 1 day...
12:08:00 AM
19th Sept...
Friday...
hurray...
spend 3 periods of studying in sch...
Phy,Geo & PE...
mr ng was not here...
therefore we do our stuffs at phy lesson...
then for Geo...
we went through other schs exams paper...
quite difficult...
maybe it is because...
i haven't been doing much geo...
then aft recess...
it was PE...
actually today feel lyk playing soccer with my classmates at PE...
but all was sad...
because we didn't hand-in the assignment...
so we went to com lab to work on it...
actually waste tt 1 hr...
haizzz...
nvm...
basically tt the fri i got...
such a long day...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2 days have fall through...
三十八天已倒下,我能把它扶起来吗。。。???。。。
'N' lvls is coming back soon...
4 weeks...
Thursday, September 18, 2008
11:29:00 PM
18th Sept
It seems tt the frens around me...
is havin stress on the results they r getting...
as they hav got back some of the results for the 'O' lvls prelims...
talked to Daren,Eugene,Gerard,Mathew & ...
its seems tt they r all quite disappointed on the marks they r achieving now...
haizzz...
In life...
not everything goes the way u wan...
therefore...
sometime even the efforts is there...
it doesn't jus got u the marks u wan...
well im not hinting anything...
actually it is a very funny thing...
the more u wan it...
the more it will not be given to u...
but sometime the opposite dont always appear...
even i dont noe wat to says to u guys...
jus hope tt u will achieve better results in the actual...
SMILE ON ...!!!...had a long days on maths & a.maths...tired,tired & tired...2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+1 days have been colour...三十七天已被粘上颜色,它是否会把颜色掉下。。。???。。。3 weeks & 6 days...finally...finally...finally...yesh...had a chat with her jus now...hurray...it slowly improving alreadi...& soon enough it will be as gd as new...
11:29:00 PM
This post is dedicate to EUGENE & DAREN...
it seems that both of them are having some problems...
some in common & others... ... ...
- Eugene -
I have read your 18
th Sept post already...
i have to say that not all have the same point of view...
peoples sees it as a stepping stone...
while you see it as a obstacle...
I'm not saying that either sides is wrong...
it all depends on how you look on it...
you saw it as a obstacle because your classmates are doing better than you...
and you really wished to score the targeted marks that u have set for your own...
as you didn't really get what you wants for this prelims...
therefore this prove to be a mental-roadblock for you...
while others think as a stepping stone...
as now is the final laps to brush up whatever they are lacking in...
it is also the period for the final revision...
It is also better not to assume the number of hours,enough revision & maybe too much revisions you could have done...
even though the amounts of time you put into for this prelims is uncountable...
but it is always not enough to practice more...
as the saying goes : "Practice make Perfect" ...
therefore what I'm saying is that we mustn't count the revisions we have done...
but to count what topics we have not cover...
The excuses for not doing well is because of the fever is normal...
because at the point of time...
you only thought that the fever cause you to not do well...
but it definitely affects you to put in your very best for the exams...
in a small extents or to a larger extents...
thus you must not let it happened again...
to fall sick during exams...
it is not good as it affects your performance...
Even you didn't
sms me...
i will still like to tell you that...
although it is prelims...
but it is a platform to know where you stands...
and thus you will be able to correct your mistakes...
and work hard towards the actual 'O' levels...
if you want peoples to reassure your value & worth...
you mus first assure yourself...
you aren't useless...
and don't because of such obstacles...
you just give up...
it isn't the Eugene i know...
therefore you must learn for the mistakes...
and stand back up...
You think that you are stupid in your class...
then what about the other students...
just continue to work hard...
-Daren -
Hey it seems that you are
encountering problems now...
and you are
disappointed in the results of the prelims...
but there is no point in looking back at the mistakes...
it will not do you any good...
by learning what have went wrong would be a better way out...
therefore...
stop the
disappointment...and wake up...for the actual 'O' levels...Hey your must remember you always have a friend like me to support your...
and do take care...!!!...
*NO OFFENDS TO ALL WHO READ THIS POST...
& ESPECIALLY TO EUGENE & DAREN...
Xp...
12:28:00 AM
17 sept...
Wed...
had a long days today...
end class at 2.30pm...
actually it is still quite ok...
argh got so many hmwork needs to do...
im doing lots of thinking...
should i dropped or should i continue...
maybe it will be easier for me to drop...
but i realli dont wish to jus give up...
i jus need to give it my best shot...
from the beginning...
im not very gd at it...
but as more practices were carry out...
im kinda getting the hang of it...
therefore...
i need to make the right choice for me...
haizzz...
pls give me some pointers...
anybody or anyone out there...
pls help...
... H ...... E ...... L ...... P ...
... !!! ...even now...
im doing my hmwork & thinking...
& heres some food for my mid-night snacks...
kinda getting more & more unhealthy...
maybe even gaining weight...
Yum...
Yum...
Yum...
the snacks is definitely gd...
now continue on hmworks...
getting late alreadi...
thus i will end here...
bye,bye,bye...
cya soon...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2 days have ended on a note...
三十六天已结束在音调上,是否能重新能把音乐响起。。。???。。。
less than 2 weeks & back to ‘N’ lvls...
3 weeks & 5 days...
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
12:43:00 AM
16 sept...
had only 4 periods...
Phy,Chem,POA & Chem again...
went hm early...
actually nth for me to say...
therefore i will end my post here...
... THOSE WERE ...
... THE ...
... DAYS ...read lots of posts abt lots of things...
i jus wanna say tt...
things will also turned out better tmr...
if only u believe in it...
then it will moved towards the way u wanna head to...
therefore one mus not judge on a few criteria...
mus be able to look on things differently...
thus dont conclude anything yet...
its far to early to come to a conclusion...
... MISS ...... THOSE ...... DAYS ...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+1 days have been waiting...
三十五天一再等待,它是否要等到何时。。。???。。。
‘N’ lvls coming back soon...
3 weeks & 4 days...
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
12:41:00 AM
This post is for 15th sept...
Mon...
had lots of maths period on mon...
very tired...
almost fall aslp in class...
feel so angry & fed-up & watever is surrounding u when u r tired...
tt so how i felt today...
forgive me in watever i hav done wrong today...
my tiredness jus got over me...
well anyway...
i havent been moving much on a.maths...
but definitely i hav improve through all those practices...
i will continue to work hard...
suddenly feel lyk talking abt clover leaf...
fr my pts of view...
it represents many things...
but i will lyk to high-light on everlasting frenship...
it is easy to create & destroyed frenship...
but to mantain it or carry on with it will be the hardest...
therefore u can treat frenship in different ways...
jus hope tt the clover will be able to guide me...
wishes for all the best for everything...
lots of things hav caught my eyes...
therefore i will try & learn watever i can...
firstly, i will work towards the rest of my subs in 'N' lvls...
secondly, i will work towards "O" lvls too...
& lastly, i will hold the meaning of the clover...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2 days are faraway...
三十四天已在一个很远的地方,我能把它拉进吗。。。???。。。
__???__ days & back to 'N' lvls...
3 weeks & 3 days...
finally have some reply...
yesh...
Xp...
smile on...
Sunday, September 14, 2008
10:27:00 PM
Sun...
today will be the last day of the week to prepare for tmr...
for hmwork or any other stuffs...
well had BXB again...
concentrate for abt 45 mins on my work...
& aft tt we will be having some activity...
actually i noe wat there r doing alreadi...
Pandan Waffle...
wow...
seems a very interesting dessert/dish to do...
well we actually get our hands on to doing it...
i did taste the final results...
but i jus dont wanna join into making it...
as i c lots of ppls who wan to try another time...
hahas...
therefore i jus gave up my chances...
so unlike me today...
but here's the recipe for the Pandan Waffle...
Serving : 20
Ingredients :
1. 200ml of water
2. 220g Fine Sugar
3. 400 ml Coconut Milk
4. 1 tablespoon of Pandan Colouring
5. 400g of Flour
6. 6 Eggs
7. 80ml of OilSteps :
1 - Dissolve sugar in water
2 - Add in coconut milk,pandan colouring,flour,eggs & oil
3 - Beat till smooth
4 - Add butter onto a lightly-greased,pre-heated waffle marker
5 - Then add in the mixture
6 - Close lid,baked till golden brown
7 - Wait till all the butter are gone
8 - And you will get your waffle
9 - Add your own spread10 - Enjoy the waffle...Xp...
Above is the recipe provided by the JDYs...
but i edited abit of it...Below r pics of plain waffle...done by my bro...Clive...tts all for today...2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+1 days have walked out...
三十三天已走过我,它是否会回头看一看。。。???。。。
counting down back to 'N' lvls...
3 weeks & 2 days...
Saturday, September 13, 2008
10:52:00 PM
wasted...
actually hav a.maths lesson today...
but received the news ytd saying tt mr tan is not free...
argh...
there goes precious hrs of learning & catching up...
but nvm will continue to work hard & had to grab watever time there is left...
spend most of the time today at eating...
took in lots of foods today...
hahas...
well nth for me to say alreadi...
therefore i will lyk to end my posts here...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2 days have been taken down...
三十二天已被照相机拍下,照片能否告诉我现在是什么时间吗。。。???。。。
counting back to 'N' lvls
3 weeks & 1 days...
haizzz...
this time i hav realli gone too far...
it dont seems so well...
jus hope to turn back the time...
haha...
it seems tt it cnt be done...
... ... ... ...
LOL...
10:03:00 PM
12 sept 2008...
fri...
the day where u get 2 & 1/2 days free fr sch life...
it is also a day tt u mus prepared for the coming mon...
but its also a day where u also get to rushed all ur undone hmwork...
so fr different pts of view...
u view at things at it differently...
therefore it all depend on how u looks at things...
it can range fr the worst to the best...
or it rarely be at the center...
had 1/2 hr of phy...
& had to rush to the hall for 'O' lvl prelims maths paper 2...
omg...
gosh had another tiring day of o.maths...
argh...!!!...
very draining to my brain...
aft the exams...
it was time to go home...
yesh...
fri is the best...
had a game with daren today...
table tennis...
wohoo...
break the TTS - table tennis record...
6 sets...
i finally win 6 sets...
last time is 5 & now 6...
hurray...
but i will continue to work hard in earning more sets...
had a tiring day combining both studies & sport...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+1 days have not been noted...
三十一天没被发现,我是否没看见它。。。???。。。
weeks to resuming back to 'N' lvl...
3 weeks...
Thursday, September 11, 2008
11:33:00 PM
today has been a very crazy day for me...
spend 1/2 hr in class & off to 'O' lvl prelims...
aft tt had recess...
woah...
ate at the canteen again...
tt means another blue moon is up...
but the more i eat at the stall...
the more i dont feel so right...
well basically im able to sense in out...
hav to look into this matters...
recess was soon over...
& maths period was up...
at maths period...
i totally lose my cool...
feel very bad for wat i hav done...
i was stuck in the middle lyk a sandwich...
ouch...
then i give a loud shout & i smash my pen on the table...
my $3 jus gone lyk this...
some more it is a new pen tt i brought for my exams...
aft wat i hav done...
everyone was very stunned...
& soon the crowd disperse...
then my fren pick up my pen for me...
& asked me how i managed to break the pen fr inside...
well basically i also dont noe...
but i came home & ask my bro...
& he told me it was "qi gong"...
haha...
up next it was a.maths...
argh...
1st - 'O' lvl Maths Prelims...
2nd - Maths...
3rd - A.maths...
omg...
all 3 maths today...
mus complete the tasks or worksheets given...
for maths...
& o.maths...
& a.maths...
i dont think i have ever done so many a.maths worksheets...
& some more today had 'O' lvl maths prelims...
so tired...
tmr will continue paper 2...
haizzz...
need all the brain power tmr...
need to go recharge...
bye...
bye...
bye...
zzz...slp...zzz
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2 days have slide pass me...
三十天已滑过我,我能把它紧紧握住吗。。。???。。。
countdown to resuming of ‘N’ lvl...
2 weeks & 6 days...
someone hav asked me...a certain qns...& all i can ans is...i dont noe where to start...
well...sorri...i jus dont noe how to stop the tense & hated feeling environment...cnt break out of it...im not angry of the hatred...pls stopped...i cnt noe how long more i can hold...i might jus snap & im gone...& u will not c the side tt i hav long wanted to hold on...haizzz...
12:13:00 AM
once in the blue moon...
i ate at canteen today...
haha...
today had a few lessons...
but before the last second lesson...
it was terrible...
omg...
cnt ur jus walked in properly...???...
mus ur rushed in...???...
no offends to all...
well...
actually i wanna scold smth...
but haizzz...
forget abt it...
dont think it will helped anyway...
injure my hand ytd...
& today got injure again...
tmr there is 'O' lvl maths...
hope i can write fast...
now im still doing A.maths...
argh...!!!...
lots of qns dont understand...
tmr mus ask mr tan...
ok lar...
mus slp alreadi...
bye bye...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+1 days r being locked...
二十九天已被锁起来,我能把它解放吗。。。???。。。
only left 2 weeks ++ back to resuming 'N' lvl...
2 weeks & 5 days...
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
10:47:00 PM
today end lesson at 1.30pm...
wow...!!!...
so early...
it has been awhile since so early dismissed except for fri...
spend the time viewing over 60 over chpts of manga...
will spend tmr time in doing homework...
well tts how i balance my daily life...
woah...
choir had finally make it stand...
so cool...
continue to work hard & congrats...
hope ur will do ur very best in everything tt comes ur way...
haizzz...
today we also received the class photos...
argh...
i didn't buy...
omg it looks so nice...
the design is so different fr last year...
well actually borrow it fr my fren...
but it turns out tt its too glossy...
so shiny...
... ... ...
time to go slp le...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2 days have been click away...
二十八天已被按下,我该把它按回来吗。。。???。。。
abt 2 weeks ++ & back to 'N' lvl...
2 weeks & 4 days...
Monday, September 8, 2008
10:21:00 PM
ytd was the end of the sweet sept holiday...
today marks the start of the Term 4...
holidays r over & its time we gear up & sprint towards the final goals...
had a change in time-table this term...
as 'N' lvl eng,chi & ss was over...
it was all replace by other subs...
[Mon]
9.00am-11.00am
Maths
11.00am-12.00pm
POA
12.oopm-12.30pm
Recess
12.30pm-1.30pm
Geo
1.30pm-2.30pm
A.maths
[Tue]
9.00am-10.00am
Phy
10.00am-11.00am
Chem
11.00am-12.00pm
POA
12.oopm-12.30pm
Recess
12.30pm-1.30pm
Assembly
[Wed]
9.00am-10.00am
Maths
10.00am-11.00am
Geo
11.00am-12.00pm
Chem
12.oopm-12.30pm
Recess
12.30pm-1.30pm
Phy
1.30pm-2.30pm
O.maths
[Thur]
9.00am-10.00am
Chem
10.00am-11.00am
EL
11.00am-12.00pm
POA
12.oopm-12.30pm
Recess
12.30pm-1.30pm
Maths
1.30pm-3.30pm
A.maths
[Fri]
9.30am-10.30am
Phy
10.30am-11.30am
Geo
11.30am-12.00pm
Recess
12.00pm-1.00pm
PE
* Above is the new time-table...
omg it gonna be another intensive 3 weeks again...
choing arh...
mus do our very best...
today had a very interesting chi period...
cos we watched CJ7...
& it totally make my class laugh...
be it the joke fr the movie or our own joke...
haha...
had a very gd laughing session...
had 2 & 1/2 hrs of A.maths...
omg...
i so,soo,sooo tired...
i think im gonna knock out soon...
gdbye...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+1 days have been cut through...
二十七天已被切断,我是否该把它逢回。。。???。。。
abt 3 weeks on resuming for 'N' lvl...
2 weeks & 3 days...
Sunday, September 7, 2008
10:22:00 PM
ytd at 11.30pm...
actually wanna go slp alreadi...
but i saw my mum watching the tv...
therefore i join in...
well tt movie was very touching...
realli hold back my tears...
cnt hold it much longer...
& it kept me thinking...
lots of qns keep popping into my head...
& this qns dont seems to have an ans to it...
well then it also seems tt it alreadi have the ans...
so confusing...
dont even noe wat should i choose...
should i continue to purse on or should i jus give up...???...
will it benefit us or bring harm to us...???...
anyway tt movie end at 12.30am...
but i slept at 12.50pm...
i think it realli bring me into thinking of...
wat i should do...
OR wat i should hav done...
OR wat i shouldn't hav done...
realli dont noe where should i gonna start again...
haizzz...
today got BXB...
almost fall aslp during the session...
becos im reading my geo textbk...
& im realli very tired...
wow...
amazing...
i helped my mum at the kitchen preparing lunch...
omg...
its seems tt sometime i can be of some help too...
haha...
but i was quite angry at lunch time...
ARGH...!!!...
not in a very gd mood now & now who wanna get a piece of me...
actually no offends to anyone...
but had a quarrel with my bro...
fierce i would say...
everytime we quarrel it will be very intense...
but the funny thing is tt we can quarrel at the min...
& hav fun at the next mins...
haha...
wat a fun thing to played with...
i think it is becos we noes how to stopped ourselves...
noe how to control & not bring it to a whole new lvl...
woah...
had a very fun gaming aftnoon with my fren...
Eden...
played PSP again finally & com together...
anyway all gd thing mus come to an end...
& the time comes when he hav to report back home...
i bid him gdbye & he left...
then spend the rest of the day sitting infront of my com...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2 days have been torn apart...
二十六天已被斯掉,我该把它拼回去吗。。。???。。。
Am i realli tt ... ... ... ... ?
Am i realli tt ... ... ... ... ?
Am i realli tt ... ... ... ... ?
Am i realli tt ... ... ... ... ?
Am i realli tt ... ... ... ... ?
Am i realli tt... ... ... ... ?
questioning myself...
which option is better...???...
(i) Stayed On...
OR (ii) Give Up...
Hav i realli lose the whole game...???...
OR maybe im jus not playing it well...
OR maybe u jus wanna fool me...
OR maybe we should jus give up...
'N' lvl will resume soon...
2 weeks & 2 days...
Saturday, September 6, 2008
10:47:00 PM
today is jus another sat...
stay at home for the whole day...
but luckily dav come over to pass me songs...
at first he say he want songs...
but at the end he telled me tt...
so many songs also cnt & will never listen finish...
therefore he never took any...
but i took all the songs he have...
woah...
lots of it...
well thxs him again...
thxs for the songs...
haizzz...
im all gear up alreadi...
actually planned to go out today...
but dont wished to talk abt it...
sadded...
the sudden change of plans...
y mus it happened now...
no offends to all or anyone...
X( ... X( ... X( ... X( ... X( ... X( ...
X( ... X( ... X( ... X( ... X( ... X( ...
X( ... X( ... X( ... X( ... X( ... X( ...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+1 days have been thrown away into the bin...
二十五天已被丢进垃圾桶,我该把它拿回吗。。。???。。。
'N' lvl is being put on hold...will resume soon...
2 weeks & 1 day...
Friday, September 5, 2008
11:18:00 PM
Yesh...
today can take a break fr exams stress...
as there r no paper today...
im able to stay at home & slack abit...
haha...
actually it isn't the time for me to slack...
as there r still lots of papers to go...
but one mus rmb to stop & smell the roses...
as in not to over load urself or stress to much on urself...
therefore i have my own ways of smelling the roses...
woah...
a whole long list on ways...
i shall not list it out...
haha...
well actually tmr i plan to go out...
but i think cancel alreadi...
haizzz...
sian...
*-)->:D->:)->:(->:'(->-)...
... ... ... ...
... ... ... ...
... ... ... ...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2 days hav bid farewell...
二十四天已向我们道别,我们能在见面吗。。。???。。。
break,slack,rest & slp...
'N' lvl exams will resume ltr...
2 weeks...
Thursday, September 4, 2008
11:59:00 PM
Hurray...
'N' lvl is 2 & 1/2 subs over...
but this sept is kinda burnt...
well
but the feeling for taking National exams is great...
it is difinitely different...
it isn't the same as the normal exams...
therfore evryone became abit more serious abt it...
but for the past 2 days & today...
had Chinese,English & Social Studies...
today was the most important paper...
Eng...
quite scary...
hooray...
tmr can wake up ltr...
no need so early wake up...
& rushed to sch for exams...
need more slps...
so tired...
this whole holiday has been a total drainage to me...
mus recharge & recover fast...
therefore i will go slp...
gtg...
bb...
...zzz...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+1 days have shine lyk a rainbow...
二十三天照向我们相美丽的彩虹。。。它会继续照在我们吗。。。???。。。
‘N' lvl will carry on 29 sept - if im not wrong...
1 week & 6 days...
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
10:59:00 PM
woah...
social studies is finally over...
but dont even noe how i fare...
jus now tt watever i study it didn't come out...
omg...
dont believe my eyes either...
once i look at paper & i was lyk die alreadi...
but i did try the qns...
& i hope tt my ans will not fail me...
i mus hav trust in it...
haizzz...
still quite worry abt it...
but wats over is over...
therefore i will not probe abt it...
i will look forward then...
tmr will be filled with fun...
wooo...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2 days r being filled with fury & anger...
二十二天在生气着,我能把这火灭掉吗。。。???。。。
‘N’ lvl - 1 more paper in the sept holiday...
1 week & 5 days...
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
11:59:00 PM
omg...
i dont believe it...
im actually studying...
ss...
haizzz...
wat a rare sight...
for me to study...
cool right...???...
dont hav time to chat...
mus continue...
chat another time...
gtg...
bb...
all the best to 'N' lvl...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+1 days r been written in my notebk...
二十一天已写在我的笔记里,我能再度写吗。。。???。。。
‘N' lvl is ongoing...
it has been 1 week & 4 days...
5:35:00 PM
today had 'N' lvl chinese...
waaa...
the paper was quite ok...
it isn't so difficult...
as we had quite a number of practices alreadi...
so if wasn't tt bad...
managed to complete both papers...
tts smth u mus do...
or else u wont be able to grade urself with the marks...
phew...
luckily i got complete it...
well i mus says tt...
my teacher is still preparing us even at the last mins...
took notes fr mr ong...
thxs u...
ur notes will definitely helps us alot...
i also took a copy for julio too...
becos he dont have to attend sch today...
as he take basic chinese...
so gd...
can wake up later...
& the best is can revise for Social Studies...
as ss is half the marks for my combined hum...
i will put in my very best too...
as for geo...
i will not fail those who have given me their expectations...
thus i will give everything i got for combined hum...
aft this week...
the load for 'N' lvl will be half gone...
then we will focus on the other half...
time is running out...
we realli need to do our best...
even thought sept holiday is burnt...
but we all r enjoying it through exam mode...
haha...
well time to go study for ss...
gtg...
bb...
Monday, September 1, 2008
10:45:00 PM
well things might be gone but there is also hope for tmr...therefore we mus not look backward...although it is ok to recollect & learn from the back...but it is also important to look forward...to think positively & get some energy for the things tt r waiting for u tmr...well tts wat im gonna to do...im getting the slp i needed for my major exams tmr...'N' lvl...have alreadi stock up the stationery for it...
pens,
pencils,
ruler,
eraser,
correction tape,
mathematical set & calculator...
quite gear up...tmr is Chinese paper...
i have received quite a few wishes...thxs to all of u...wish ur all the best too...
2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2+2 days have been key in...二十天已被输入,我能把它取回吗。。。???。。。
。。。
tmr is 'N' lvl...wish me luck & all the best...
1 week & 3 days of not hearing ur voice...realli hope to hear it soon...
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☆ This song is by : Lin Jun Jie (林俊杰) - 忘记
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感觉梦醒着
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感觉心痛着
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感觉你不在了
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谁来证明爱是存在的
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我们被困着
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被过去骗着
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这一切都不一样
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世界怎么了
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难道说选择了忘记
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而解放了自己
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是否就拥有挑战爱情的勇气
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当时光交成在一起成
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说不清的思绪
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我却只要那段最美的回忆
哦。
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memory 飘荡如空气
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明知你在那里
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却又难以跨越的距离
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我们在放弃
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涂白了记忆
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以为就可以伪装无邪的美丽
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难道说选择了忘记
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而解放了自己
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是否就拥有挑战爱情的勇气
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当时光交成在一起成说不清的思绪
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我却只要那段最美的回忆
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哦。
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难道说选择了忘记
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而解放了自己
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是否就拥有挑战爱情的勇气
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当时光交成在一起成
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说不清的思绪
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我却只要那段最美的回忆
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我却只要那段
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最美的回忆....
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i would lyk to dedicate this song to her...pls read the lyrics...got meaning...it realli express how i feel...
8:26:00 PM
Omg i jus read some one's blog...i found out smth tt dont seems so gd & right...terrible i would say...things r taking a very great turn & it is turning fr bad to worse...mus find out who the person doing it...& im gonna get him/her real hard...
this is getting worse...& who is the one tt mess it even further...cnt believe it...y is everyone looking at only half the part of the story only...& it is the whole wrong side to look at...it is totally bad...realli hope tt i was there to clear the misunderstanding...ARGH...!!!...wat happened...???...can someone fill me in & tell me everything...everything is out alreadi...& it will smog even further...as im uninvited...i couldn't be there to clear it...im now very pissed off...y mus the word be mention again & again...mus everyone blamed one another...???...it isn't wat ur see or heard...mus hear the whole story fr someone tt hav witness both sides story & someone who is in it & knows the details of it...
pls stopped the quarrel...i will try to get to the bottom of this...& thus i would lyk to defend everyone tt is involved in this...cnt stand it...y mus some one let off the bad news...no offends to all...im not particular pointing to anyone...& dont blamed anyone or urself for everything...i would says tt blaming one another will not clear everything & it will still continue to be a misunderstanding...gosh...dont think tt everything is started by one person...well it always take two hands to clap...therefore a coin have both sides...the truth & the untruth...& it will have a rare sight where it landed at the center...& pls looks at things differently & at different angles...dont look at it with a pair of biased eyes...& dont let others bluff u with others point of view...even ur closes fren might or may betrayed u...well it seems tt everyone cnt be trusted...therefore one mus choose the right choices...he/she have to choose the right decisions & not the wrong choice...as the right choice will seems bad at first...but soon u will c the different...tt u misunderstand he/she...& the wrong decisions will seems the best way out at first...but in the long run...it will ended up as a regrets & a wrong decision which u shouldn't have make...
jus hope tt all will calm down & relax...well it might seems wat i say is totally rubbish or wat u might think is wrong...but i will clear the doubt...& again...i have no offences again to anyone or everyone...
6:21:00 PM
today i shall used mostly chinese to blog...
i really feel very tired...i don't know how long more can i still hold on...just feel so stress & up sad...things are not seems the way it is now...the matters are still & it is not moving at all...how would you want me to approach this problems...i don't even know where to start or what should i say or do...
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我现在真的很烦。。。
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我不知道该怎么把这问题给解决。。。
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我真的不应该让事情恶化,现在如果要把事情解决会根难了。。。
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往往事情发生后,才来解决是能办到的。。。
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但是我真的不知道我该说什么或做什么。。。
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真狼狈。。。
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我懂我一再又一再得再犯错。。。
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而你也一再又一再的原谅我。。。
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真后悔。。。
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但是我真的是想悔改的。。。
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可是我能吗。。。?。。。
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我都对我自己没那么多的信心去面对。。。
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而我也没有那么多的勇气。。。
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但事情终是要解决。。。
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而我现在正在思考。。。
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我该向那个方向去解决。。。
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我认为这次我真的做错了。。。
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我不求多。。。
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我只愿对方能原谅我。。。
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