Saturday, August 23, 2008
11:38:00 PM
Jus reached home fr religious class...felt quite tired...but nevertheless i went to my grandparents hse...becos i heard tt my grandfather's leg is swollen & i heard tt it is quite serious...well therefore i went up to look at him...jus hope tt he can recover fast...hope tt he quickly go to a doctor for treatment...well i also heard tt his is finally going to the doctor tmr...well tts gd news...
haizzz...
dont even noe how i could helped at all...feel kinda sad to heard it...well the only thing i could do...is to talked to him & asked him abt his condition...but words r jus words...it jus cnt totally express the sincerity in it...well words can make someone to be over the moon & it also can cause great damages as well...but wat am i going to do...???...
haizzz...
jus feels lyk giving up...but if i give up now...then for the past 16 years in my life...i hav been asking ppls to not give up & now im actually giving up...???...wat a joke it will be...how will i be able to faces my frens tt i persuade them to persevere...???...how will i face my challenges in the future...if i would to give up now...???...how am i to ans to my competitors if i jus let go of everything...???...thus this will make a irresponsible guy...i jus dont even in the clear state of mind to make the right decisions...currently im jus using watever ways i hav to jus cope on...well hope tt someone or any of my frens will tell me wat to do... ... ...
2+2+2+2+2+1 days r being burned off...十一天已被烧毁了，我要怎样把它拿回。。。
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